Hi there.. Have you ever seen the movie "Switch".. I so so so wish that was ME!
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0103016/videoplayer/vi965542169?playlistId=tt0103016&ref_=tt_ov_vi
There have seen a few movies where minds, or souls switch between each other. That is exactly how I feel. My soul is in the wrong body.. The eyes I see with are not the eyes that stare back at me in a mirror.. "Who the hell is that, looking back at me?" I often think!
Sometimes the Stork delivers the wrong baby. But I also feel the stupid bird delivers the wrong soul....
Quote from: TR on February 21, 2018, 03:03:04 PM
Hi there.. Have you ever seen the movie "Switch".. I so so so wish that was ME!
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0103016/videoplayer/vi965542169?playlistId=tt0103016&ref_=tt_ov_vi
There have seen a few movies where minds, or souls switch between each other. That is exactly how I feel. My soul is in the wrong body.. The eyes I see with are not the eyes that stare back at me in a mirror.. "Who the hell is that, looking back at me?" I often think!
Sometimes the Stork delivers the wrong baby. But I also feel the stupid bird delivers the wrong soul....
I totally agree. Since I can't move out I'm altering my body to match my soul. :)
Yes, so true.. That is what we all do... But sad to say, many of use will struggle with being able to afford to do what we would love to do.. I managed to do my GRS, but it took years to save up. I am now 61, so I have no hope of changing much more via surgery.. It is my hope that HRT makes some difference over the next few years..
I wonder, who has my real body, my soul yearns for it.. They can have this one back..
Quote from: TR on February 21, 2018, 03:03:04 PM
Hi there.. Have you ever seen the movie "Switch".. I so so so wish that was ME!
I've watched that movie more times than is probably healthy, lol.
I tend to look at it like everything happens for a reason. I'm not sure that the stork delivered the wrong soul. But more that the journey that soul undertakes and has undertaken in life is important. And that experience is important. To both you and the world.
Quote from: TR on February 21, 2018, 03:03:04 PM
That is exactly how I feel. My soul is in the wrong body.. The eyes I see with are not the eyes that stare back at me in a mirror.. "Who the hell is that, looking back at me?" I often think!
I understand what you mean. I grew up wondering the same thing. I love that movie. Now after 15 months on HRT I look in the mirror and say to myself "There you are". I don't see the old me any longer.
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Bobbie LeAnn
I haven't seen that movie however I have seen Goodbye Charlie (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0058154/?ref_=nm_flmg_act_78) which I believe was the original version.
In recent years I have practically come to the conclusion that my entire life (starting at conception) was/is a massive mistake -- spiritually, physically, sexually...all of it. Nothing works and nothing makes sense. My family is insane and my business connections over the years have been/are disastrous from the start. Everyone in my life is dysfunctional in some way. I cannot trust any of them. I have sort of given up on the people around me and just going my own way. I will never correct everything but I will try and will rock some big boats on the way. A journey of Insanity for me unfortunately...
@ Bobbie Ann.. I wish that were true for me in my face. I too have been on HRT for about the same period, but so far I see no changes, no real me emerging. However, since I have been on HRT, I can see my body emerging from the darkness. Its a lovely thing to see.. It gives me some hope for the future. I look forward to seeing the more of the real me.
Looking in the mirror, I have a kind male face looking back at me, but its not me.. I feel my true face is there in my dreams but sad to say, I will never get to see it..