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Title: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Pica Pica on December 26, 2007, 08:27:07 PM
For me it hearing my mum receive the news of her own mum''s death over the phone. I still feel clammy and it was nearly a year ago exact.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Ayana on December 26, 2007, 08:44:09 PM
  The untimely loss of my dad, who I had just started building a meaningful relationship with.


   Ayana   :icon_geekdance:
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Christo on December 26, 2007, 09:31:19 PM
now :(
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: LostInTime on December 26, 2007, 10:40:02 PM
Being released.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: IsabelleStPierre on December 26, 2007, 10:48:59 PM
Quote from: LostInTime on December 26, 2007, 10:40:02 PMBeing released.

Oh, god I'm sorry to hear that!

For me it was going to see my kids...my ex took offense to what I was wearing and pulled the kids out of the car...I haven't seen them since.

Peace and love,
Izzy
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: OtherWorldJJ on December 27, 2007, 02:49:54 AM
Tough one to answer, its been a tough year:

Got a job I really liked and lost it due in no small part to my gender
Got robbed and assaulted
Was falsely accused of fraud and interviewed under caution
Have repeatedly been very ill (currently I cannot speak as I have completely lost my voice and am in constant pain even with painkillers)
My grandfather is currently on his last legs at 99 following another heart attack
My financial situation is pretty dire due to my having to be back out under my own power before I was ready to do so


However, I'm still smiling :D & next year is a fresh start!
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Jaimey on December 28, 2007, 04:29:12 PM
pretty much the whole thing...had a crappy job and couldn't pay bills...then got fired for using a coupon...couldn't draw unemployment because i got fired...was unemployed for about 2 months...couldn't buy any gifts for people because i've been paying bills...

let's hope this new job works out and that i will actually be able to keep some money!
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: IsabelleStPierre on December 28, 2007, 04:33:55 PM
Hum...lets see.


Guess I can't pick which one is actually the lowest point...but god...I hope I have already had it...

Peace and love,
Isabelle St-Pierre
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Pica Pica on December 28, 2007, 04:42:53 PM
oy, I only said one.  :o
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: IsabelleStPierre on December 28, 2007, 04:45:28 PM
Quote from: Pica Pica on December 28, 2007, 04:42:53 PM
oy, I only said one.  :o

Sorry...couldn't pick just one...

Peace and love,
Isabelle St-Pierre
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Kat on December 28, 2007, 04:51:40 PM
having to go back and forth between the "male" lie, and being myself for 3 months before school got out. almost drove me insane
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: TheBattler on December 28, 2007, 07:55:28 PM
 :'(  :'( whenever I planned my suicide.

I wish I was not reminded of this. It was going to suceed  - it was well planed with no chance of anyone stopping me.


Alice
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: lisagurl on December 28, 2007, 07:58:03 PM
I was in Death Valley.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: MeghanAndrews on December 29, 2007, 01:04:18 AM
Well, when I look back on 2007 I think that I'll remember it as being perhaps the most IMPORTANT, life-altering year of my life, it's when I started transitioning.

I think the low point for me would be the realization that my marriage would be better off being a friendship, losing my job when my company went under, going through the pre-coming out "oh-my-god-what-the-f-is-going-to-happen-to-me" feeling that I think most people go through and just the general transition related uncertainty.

The amazing thing is that for all the changes and different things that have happened, I have no regrets and know that I am doing what I have to do. Low points are only low points because you recognize that you've had points HIGHER than those particular points, if that makes sense. You need some mid and high points to even know that you have low points. I guess it's making lemonade out of lemons :)
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: shanetastic on December 29, 2007, 02:52:13 AM
Typical response but attempted suicide.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Natasha on December 29, 2007, 02:56:31 AM
Melanie's death due to cystic fibrosis.   you're always in my thoughts dear :)
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: mr_marc on December 29, 2007, 05:52:15 AM
Attempted suicide, wasnt serious so didnt work lol.
Think that was in march, pretty much went of the rails for a fair bit then got put on anti-depressants.
Started cutting really badly... *Been a good boy and havent for a while. Yay!*
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: steve90 on December 30, 2007, 01:50:26 PM
The beginning. At the start of this year I was seriously depressed trying to find a label for myself. During the year I have slowly realised that there's no need to do that in a hurry, if at all. I'm a lot more comfortable with myself now.
The other low point was when I got some random illness on easter sunday, which gave me bad random pains all over my body for about a month. For the first couple of weeks pretty much all I could do was lie in bed in pain. The doctors still don't know exactly what was wrong with me, their best geuss is a bad reaction to some kind of bacterial infection. Since then I have slowly recovered and I'm pretty much ok now, still some random back ache, but nothing major.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Jeannette on December 30, 2007, 02:01:09 PM
I separated from my fiance for one month last year.  That month was the hardest time I'd had in a very long time.  We had certain misunderstandings that we worked on and everything is back to normal again.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: tinkerbell on January 03, 2008, 10:31:09 PM
The death of my grandma
The end of a long-time relationship
My father's heart surgery

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Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Pica Pica on January 03, 2008, 10:35:44 PM
I know the first one, as this month is the first year anniversary of the death of both grandma's (one of illness, the other fit and then dead the weak after) that is something praying on my mind and nightmares a lot. I'm afraid a year later it still hurts like hell. Sorry.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Jaimey on January 05, 2008, 01:17:54 AM
this year was the second anniversary of my grandmother's death...after she died, I might as well have been dead.  I'm getting better though.  It does get better with time...and age.
Title: Re: Low Point of the Last Year
Post by: Audrey on January 05, 2008, 01:39:53 AM
Um I guess I thought I had it bad
but I was pretty happy all year as far as transistion goes.  My sucky part was (if any of you follow the stock market)

CROCS!!!!!!! :icon_yikes:

Yeah lost over 30% literally overnight.  SUCK
and 2008 doesn't look to great right now either.  Unless your long gold and mining stocks.

Oh and having my family pretty much disown me.  But I can't say I didn't expect it.  They weren't really that great of people to begin with.

Well heres wishing you all a great 08 and take it easy.

Audrey