Oh my. I've gone for a bikini swim. And it was Wonderful!
Now I'm a "very mature, non-passable, Closet, cd" and I know that appearing in "public" is something that those of you who are passable have been able to enjoy. But it is unusual for those of us who are "non-passable, Closet" to have the chance to also enjoy that secret thrill.
So although I don't fish, I do have a boat. And there is a very large lake nearby which does not have many other boats on it (actually, it is rare to have one within a half mile or so). So I went out on my boat, went away from the few other boats, changed into my bikini, felt the sun on my body and just did the "girl boating around for awhile" thing. Finally I decided to anchor and swim.
Oh, the sensations. Just being out in the open, standing up in a bikini, for one thing. And the water soaking into each part of it as I slowly immersed off the swim platform. And the straps pulling against my shoulders and the bottom twisting on my hips as I swam. Then the weight of the wet material sagging, dripping water down my body as I got back in the boat. Followed by the heat of the sun burning off the water, first from my body, then from my bikini (and, yes, I did lay down and sunbathe on deck for awhile, reading a magazine and thinking about how very much like a beach party movie actress I felt).
It was a very good afternoon.
Carolina
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Oh, I bet that was great. You didn't have to worry about what others thought because there were no others!
I've had the opportunity to do that once, in my backyard pool, but it was evening so I didn't get to feel the sun's warmth. but the water was very nice. I have also sunbathed a few times in a bikini in my backyard. Funny thing, I felt less self conscious in the bikini that I do shirtless in my male swim shorts.
Hope you get to do that again before summer is over. Maybe you will be able to find someone to take as company, then you could really feel like a beach party movie actress.
Where's "Moondoggy" (James Darren) when you need him? lol Sounds like a lot of fun. Hope you get to do it more.
Ah the joy of wearing a bikini. The first thing I did after coming out to my wife was to buy several bikinis and wear them in our (private) swimming pool. My first public outing in a bikini was at a Vegas hotel after five months on hormones and seven months of growing my hair out. I was in no way passable and there were a few looks at the pool but it was 30 minutes of nirvana.
That was in October of 2016 and since then there has been no looking back.
I am no longer passable either, but that doesn't stop me from doing my laps at the University pool in my bikini. I get a few looks, but who cares?
Years ago when I was still passable, I forgot what I was wearing and had some tell-tale tan lines for the rest of the summer!
Whenever we are out in the boat, I usually end up nude by the end of the day.
Yes. Bikini means something special to women. It is freedom. You can expose your body fully in public without worrying about criticism, and the society allows it implicitly.
For me, passing is meaningless, as I am usually with my family and friends in beaches.
Here in my country, S. Korea, wearing bikini is not yet so much popular, as women tend to be paranoid about their body shape. Nowadays, rash guard is more popular here.
In beaches near my home, I notice that about a half women wearing bikini are foreigner, especially Russian. Yes. I have seen people taking sun bath at grass yards in the northern Europe where I think the amount of sun shine is not enough. Here, the sun shine is too strong.
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My friend, a photographer, sometimes takes photos for me.
barbie~~