English is not easy. So do not hate my words. I will try to do more and will improve.
I am 6 years post living my man's life. And I am without my penis which is just months before so I am so joyful and crying with happiness. A good feeling and it was a feeling I was not familiar with. Good days.
One new feeling that was not at hand before was not knowing my face. This is worrying me I see a women look back and this is a good feeling but still strange, very strange. Others are liking my self but I still feel uncomfortable with my face. I do not see the old man but a stranger ? This is a new odd feeling and I ask other girls and boys if this to is your feeling ?
I feel good and have many things to do in life but I know no trans girls or boys to ask my problems for help ?
Dank.
Quote from: lostinlonging on October 08, 2018, 11:05:32 AM
English is not easy. So do not hate my words. I will try to do more and will improve.
I am 6 years post living my man's life. And I am without my penis which is just months before so I am so joyful and crying with happiness. A good feeling and it was a feeling I was not familiar with. Good days.
One new feeling that was not at hand before was not knowing my face. This is worrying me I see a women look back and this is a good feeling but still strange, very strange. Others are liking my self but I still feel uncomfortable with my face. I do not see the old man but a stranger ? This is a new odd feeling and I ask other girls and boys if this to is your feeling ?
I feel good and have many things to do in life but I know no trans girls or boys to ask my problems for help ?
Dank.
@lostinlonging Hello again LostinLonging:
It's me again, thank your for following the LINK to come here to the Introductions Forum that our lovely member @KathyLauren and I provided for you on our Welcome Message that we gave to you on the first thread that you posted on a few days ago.
Now, more members here at Susan's Place and regulars on the Forums will be aware of your arrival... you can expect more sharing of thoughts and information that you can receive and also give as you make new acquaintances and friends here.
Again, Welcome to Susan's Place
Wishing you well,
Danielle
Hey!
Nice to meet you :)
Don't worry about language :) English isn't my native too. You'll get used to it someday ;) reading helps, listening too. Just sharing my experience with language :)
I didn't started transition yet, so I don't know about your situation much. I'd suggest you that. Close your eyes. Imagine what you've been before. Think of what you've felt this days. Then think what you feel now. What's better? Who is real you, old one or new one? Though appearence may be important, it mostly matter how you feel inside.
Anyway, welcome to Susans, feel free to share your concerns and experience ;)
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