I've been secretly on and off wearing lingerie since a teen. Alway felt a sting connection to liking feminum things. Have thought about castration for a long time also as high testosterone wastes so much time on sexual thoughts. Seven years ago I tried T blocker for 2.5 months and loved how I felt without T in my system, just a nice calm feeling. I knew someday I needed to do it again and for a longer time. Fast forward, devorsed 5 years ago and kids grown up and with medical event that paralyzed me from the waste down so nothing works anymore and just in the way, it's time to do something about how I really am inside. I'm now a week in on T blockers and estradot patches. Can't wait to see how I feel with no T and higher estrogen.
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Hi Gale,
Welcome! Good to hear that you are making progress despite your issues.
Hi Gale 🙋♀️ Welcome to Susan's Place! I'm Jessica.
Sorry to here of your being paralyzed, but it doesn't seem to make you unable to live your life on your terms. Disability is a matter of opinion.
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Quote from: Gale on December 16, 2018, 11:02:14 AM
I've been secretly on and off wearing lingerie since a teen. Alway felt a sting connection to liking feminum things. Have thought about castration for a long time also as high testosterone wastes so much time on sexual thoughts. Seven years ago I tried T blocker for 2.5 months and loved how I felt without T in my system, just a nice calm feeling. I knew someday I needed to do it again and for a longer time. Fast forward, devorsed 5 years ago and kids grown up and with medical event that paralyzed me from the waste down so nothing works anymore and just in the way, it's time to do something about how I really am inside. I'm now a week in on T blockers and estradot patches. Can't wait to see how I feel with no T and higher estrogen.
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Hi Gale
Welcome to Susans..great place with lots of support and good information..
You have had a tough run especially with the physical restrictions you have...there is nothing quite like being able to settle those inner demons.
Hope you enjoy your time here.
Take care
Liz
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Gale,
Welcome!
Chrissy
Hi Gale :icon_wave:
Welcome to Susan's Place :) Glad to have you here, join on in the fun
Hugs
V M
Welcome aboard Gale!!! It sounds like despite life's challenges you have hope in your heart for all the amazing discoveries in life ahead... All good things to you!!! You are among friends here!
Onward we go...
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻