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Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Non-Transitioning and Detransitioning => Topic started by: Alana Ashleigh on January 20, 2025, 02:45:34 PM

Title: Energy feels different
Post by: Alana Ashleigh on January 20, 2025, 02:45:34 PM
I've been feeling a different energy in myself recently. I really noticed it this morning on the way to the gym. It feels like my inner woman is getting stronger. She's tired of hiding, and she wants out. I mentioned to my therapist last week that I want to start expressing more femininity, and for it to be noticed. Maybe this is my sign.
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: ChrissyRyan on January 20, 2025, 02:58:50 PM
Quote from: Alana1990 on January 20, 2025, 02:45:34 PMI've been feeling a different energy in myself recently. I really noticed it this morning on the way to the gym. It feels like my inner woman is getting stronger. She's tired of hiding, and she wants out. I mentioned to my therapist last week that I want to start expressing more femininity, and for it to be noticed. Maybe this is my sign.

I can understand this Alana.  You are finding out more about yourself.
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: ChrissyRyan on January 20, 2025, 08:40:17 PM
I do admit that there are some days I do want my femininity to be radiating, that is, hard to not be noticed.  At least, I try!
I wish I had more to work with!

Sometimes that may be shown by what I wear, something particularly feminine, be it by style, color, texture, accessories, hair adornments, and so on.

Chrissy
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: Sephirah on January 21, 2025, 02:18:04 PM
Quote from: Alana1990 on January 20, 2025, 02:45:34 PMI've been feeling a different energy in myself recently. I really noticed it this morning on the way to the gym. It feels like my inner woman self is getting stronger. She's tired of hiding, and she wants out. I mentioned to my therapist last week that I want to start expressing more femininity, and for it to be noticed. Maybe this is my sign.

Made a quick edit to your statement, sweetie. That's likely what it is. ;)
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: Camille58S on April 13, 2025, 08:31:41 AM
I know that feeling well! It feels like I have crossed a threshold where I no longer have to conjure up my feminine side. It's just there! I now feel like I'm just rolling with it. It feels good!
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: Lilis on April 13, 2025, 09:13:23 AM
Quote from: Alana1990 on January 20, 2025, 02:45:34 PMIt feels like my inner woman is getting stronger. She's tired of hiding, and she wants out.

Quote from: Camille58S on April 13, 2025, 08:31:41 AMIt feels good!
Nice! 💗
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: Mrs. Oliphant on April 13, 2025, 11:18:39 AM
I dream of my 'inner woman,' but I never see her in a mirror. If I'm wearing a dress while staying away from all the mirrors, I sometimes feel her inside me. But she is a bit of a flirt and often plays hard to get. In some ways, I like that about her.
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: April Marie on April 13, 2025, 11:30:49 AM
It took me awhile, not to see but to believe my eyes that the person looking at me from the mirror was truly "me," April. Suddenly though, one day it just clicked and my heart jumped a beat as I looked into my eyes and saw her there without even thinking about it. What an amazing feeling that was.
Title: Re: Energy feels different
Post by: tgirlamg on April 13, 2025, 12:35:04 PM
Quote from: Alana1990 on January 20, 2025, 02:45:34 PMI've been feeling a different energy in myself recently. I really noticed it this morning on the way to the gym. It feels like my inner woman is getting stronger. She's tired of hiding, and she wants out. I mentioned to my therapist last week that I want to start expressing more femininity, and for it to be noticed. Maybe this is my sign.

Alana!...

Sounds like the long winter is over and you are ready to blossom with the new spring that is upon us! 🌻

I offer my signature line as I find it befitting the promise of your days to come!  🤗

Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense of the false persona, it is not you... Let go of the armor that you have worn for a lifetime, to serve the expectations of others and, to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face... amg🌸

Onward Brave Sister!

A 💕