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Detransitioning?
13 February 2008 by gallinggalla
[Note: Some of you reading this might think that this post is weepy, whiny, and self-pitying. You're right, it is. Tough ->-bleeped-<-.]
Probably not.
Very likely, I'll talk myself out of it, just like I have so many times before. But, every couple of months, my thoughts turn to detransitioning; I question whether the loneliness, the living in fear, the constant reminders of my illegitimacy in the eyes of others, is worth it.
Good question to ask before you start, still, given that, everyone (who is honest with themselves) asks that stuff all the time.