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Title: Starting over
Post by: Annwyn on February 22, 2008, 09:03:19 PM
Hi.

I'm intelligent.  I'm open minded.  I hold strong views however, which are always subject to change.

I love reading.  I have begun to rediscover my lost love of poetry and writing.  Perhaps one day I'll pick up the sketchbook again.  I do a lot of research and a lot of schooling too.  I am well educated and working on a bachelor's at just 19 years old.  Health science is my gig.

I love nature, I love big oak trees.  From a cute little puppy to an old owl, to a naked winter tree to a morning glory in full bloom, those are some amazing joys I find in life.

I love my body, finding out its limits, changing it around, connecting with it in such a way that every move that I make is merely an extension of my soul reaching out into the world.

I'm Annwyn.  I'm a MtF transsexual.  I was known as Kalt here, but the way the situation has turned out, it's time for a startover.

I'm 5'2, curly hair that fights a comb like a marine does a foe.  I've lived most of my life closeted up, only coming out in a few incidences.  I work two jobs and am a fulltime student too, and a fulltime gamer on Everquest 2.  I am also a full time athlete, I'll be entering the olympics as soon as I recover from SRS years from now and there isn't a doubt in my mind that I won't be the best in the world.  I'm a mixup between shy and assertive, a blend of controvercial views, but most of all I've always got the knowledge that life is good.  I've been on hormones for two months now, I've been seeing all kinds of radical changes.  Even though fear lays in the pit of my stomach and I shiver at everything that's happening in my life, I always look forward. 
Because, there isn't anything on this planet that I'm afraid of, and there isn't anything in this universe that can stop me from reaching my dreams.  Even though reality is the harshest rival of dreams...
I'll fight the world head on until I've slaughtered reality if need be.

My life motto goes something like this...
REALITY IS THE ENEMY.  KILL IT.

But yeah.  I guess that if I told anymore I'd be writing a goddam autobiography.

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Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: LynnER on February 22, 2008, 12:58:23 AM
Welcome back... Ofcorse remember the rules and all that jazz.  I actualy look forward to reading your posts...  Good luck.
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: Kir on February 22, 2008, 12:58:24 AM
Hi hi! Good to see you on here. I always wanted hair like that when I was a kid.
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: Nero on February 22, 2008, 12:58:25 AM
Holy ->-bleeped-<-! You resemble my sister!
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: lady amarant on February 22, 2008, 12:58:26 AM
Welcome Annwyn. That is probably one of my favourite female names, so well done for taking it as your own.

Quoteand there isn't anything in this universe that can stop me from reaching my dreams

Someone once told me : "Move and the universe moves with you ... but you have to take that first step yourself." You've those first steps, so you have a HUGE backer in your corner.

;D

Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: Annwyn on February 22, 2008, 12:58:27 AM
Dear Kir, I want to type up a million reasons why despite my hormonally driven absense of a libido responds to you:-)  BUT.  Food calls...

Doesn't everyone know that BEYOND a warm hug and a wet kiss, beyond a clear night with a full moon, beyond all this transition blah blah, and yes, even beyond a good game, the consumption of FOOD is the greatest pleasure to be had in life.

Posted on: February 23, 2008, 07:28:05 PM
Quote from: Nero on February 23, 2008, 12:51:13 PM
Holy ->-bleeped-<-! You resemble my sister!

You're creepy.  I'm sorry I can't respond to your PMs.  AIM: xxoddxx  YAHOO: clandestinevillian EMAIL: clandestinevillian@yahoo.com
Lol, we'll work it out SOMEHOW!
Cuz we love each other like that!
-looks around quickly before kidnapping you to explore my dreams of NERO-
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: buttercup on February 22, 2008, 12:58:28 AM
Hi Annwyn,

Great to see you're back.  That's one healthy regime you have there, Annwyn! 

You and Keira are the most health conscious people around, you both could have your own site and be like Jane Fonda type gurus (lot, lot younger of course!)! 
Hail to you both, I am taking it all in, if only I could love exercise as much as you gals though!  :o

Cheers,

buttercup   :)
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: Annwyn on February 22, 2008, 12:58:29 AM
Quote from: buttercup on February 23, 2008, 07:38:03 PM
Hi Annwyn,

Great to see you're back.  That's one healthy regime you have there, Annwyn! 

You and Keira are the most health conscious people around, you both could have your own site and be like Jane Fonda type gurus (lot, lot younger of course!)! 
Hail to you both, I am taking it all in, if only I could love exercise as much as you gals though!  :o

Cheers,

buttercup   :)
Lol, if you're located anywhere near the southeast then maybe in the next two years I could come chill w/ you for a day and show you how to workout in such a way that it is exciting!
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: Susan on February 22, 2008, 12:58:30 AM
I put your blog back. Welcome back. Hopefully your new beginning will be a step towards a better future.
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: shanetastic on February 24, 2008, 02:09:44 AM
Welcome back!!!

:D

Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: Kir on February 26, 2008, 01:42:59 PM
Quote from: Annwyn on February 22, 2008, 12:58:27 AM
Dear Kir, I want to type up a million reasons why despite my hormonally driven absense of a libido responds to you:-)  BUT.  Food calls...

Ah... Hmm?
Title: Re: Starting over
Post by: Maddie Secutura on February 27, 2008, 12:02:55 AM
Hey, welcome back!