I'd like to give a BIG thanks to everyone who responded to my posts lately.
You all have helped me so much, you've answered so many questions I've had
(and i'm sorry to say I seem to have more to inflict upon you sry!).
Because of you all, I now know who I am, I know why I've done the things
I've done, and why I've had the problems I've had, Why I didnt act the way ppl
expect me to (and why was I like that). But best of all for the first time in my 29 years, I really know what I want!.
And I have something to look forward to.
Why am I feeling this happy right now, The job at the mine called me today
Barring something unforeseen or my own incompetence, I have the only
thing left I needed to gain what I need to do.
I'll be a sort of trainee for 18 months, then after that no barrier (and I've learnt
from the answers you all have given me that most of my barriers were self-set/imagined)
will stop me no person will get in my way!. Thank you all for your help!
Wow, your welcome. It's kind of refreshing to find this works from time to time.