I just had to share this with some people that could fully appreciate it. Being stealth has it's disadvantages, not being able to tell my friends how excited I am about something...
I went out on a date Wednesday night. This makes the second guy I've been out with that doesn't know I'm T. (I'm pre-op, so I have to be careful.) The first guy I went out with was okay. Nothing special, but sweet. He was kind of cheesy, and he tried way too hard to get in my pants. And he was a horrible kisser. Second guy... WOW! I knew him through work, and he lives almost three hours away, so this was just something fun to do while he was in town. 7 hours I spent with him, and the time passed so quickly! Drinks, then dinner, then billiards, then spent a while in his truck getting "more familiar" and talking some more. IT IS A CRYING SHAME HE LIVES SO FAR AWAY!!! We both had such a wonderful time together. I cried almost all day today. Oh, and this was the first person I've ever come out to that I was bi-sexual. He was almost non-chalant about it, and it felt so good to tell him.
Being a former heterosexual male, it feels good that I feel so comfortable out with guys now. This guy wasn't the best kisser I've ever been with, but he was definitely good enough :)
Thanks for listening. Just had to share :)
Amy