My Name is Carolyn Ann Schaible, I am 20 years of age. I just recently told everyone what I was going to do, (Feb 21 told my Best Friend) (May 13th Told My Dad, Last person to know) I still haven't gone full-time yet (College and still live at home with Parents) I work at KFC in St. Albans West Virigina as a Cook. In College for Computer Networking, big Xbox Live Player (Ikuro Hanogi). Moving on...
For the most part my family has "Accepeted" my so-called Life style. True is only my little brother has really let me be me. I am not allowed to wear my REAL cloths in front of my parents, I can only wear them at night when everyone else is alsleep. I am not allowed to buy my cloths (Doesn't stop me) basically I feel like my mom and dad are asamed of me (Damn Religion feeling there heads with BS). They say I don't respect them when I disagree with them on something, but I still play the Role for them. I was just really wondering, I am a bad person? I just want freedom, and I can't have it because of them. Am I as they say "A Sin"?
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You're not a bad person or a sin or anything like that, honey. You're you, a sentient, responsible human being just trying to get on with her life. *hugs*
Welcome to Susan's, Carolyn. You're among friends here, and people who can relate to the issues you face. It's good to meet you. :)
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Hello Carolyn and welcome to Susan's!
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Are you a bad person? Not because you are transsexing. Otherwise? Only you'd be able to say that for evil, like all ealse resides in the heart of a person. From out here, your heart looks fine to me. :)
Welcome to Susan's, Carolyn. I hope you enjoy your stay.
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It's great to have you here! :) Enjoy your stay.
Nichole
I don't know if this will help but my grandma says we are all born in sin and we die in sin and we sin every day. So sin is nothing. She does believe there is a Higher power that does somewhat controls our life but still allows us to have free will. (I know its confusing but it makes sense to us.)
So let them believe what they want them to believe and if they is it against you go along with it.
I'm probably one of the lucky ones that my parents are very open minded and nonjudgmental.
hope this makes you feel better. (hugs)