Moving out has been one of the best experiences that has happened to me. Now I am own I have the freedom to crossdress when and where I want. It is great to have no restrictions imposed on me. The town of Brighton is transgendered friendly. I did a bad thing which I feel guilty about or no damage was done. I accidently 'read' a Transexual on the train one evening, and feel guilty about doing so. I didnot mean do it. So I looked away prentended that I didnot know. I think she was trying to 'blend' by reading a book, and moving slowly down the carriage. As we were in a Bar Section I didnot blow her cover. She successfully got past everyone and no one else read her.
The need to crossdress is spiralling out of control. I am doing things that I would not consider before. I have never been able to buy and try on clothes in shops in front of female shoppers. I have started to do this without worrying as well as buying makeup openly. I am also venturing out more than I did before. So I suppose my life is changing fast from what it was before.
There's nothing wrong with reading somebody. It's probably best just not to say anything. Most likely they know they don't pass 100%, so it does not really matter. I'm just as happy with the person who reads me and treats me as any other woman as I am with the person who doesn't read me.
Melissa
Sound like things are look up for you Chantelle.
Going out dresses is additive. I decide this week that I would skip going out and than the next thing I knew I was out and I loved it.
Keep us posted.
:)
Jillieann
Ahhhhh...one of the first steps has been taken.......
good for you Chantelle!
tinkerbell :icon_chick:
P.S. I love your name ;)
Quote from: Chantelle on July 29, 2006, 12:31:06 PM
The need to crossdress is spiralling out of control. I am doing things that I would not consider before. I have never been able to buy and try on clothes in shops in front of female shoppers. I have started to do this without worrying as well as buying makeup openly. I am also venturing out more than I did before. So I suppose my life is changing fast from what it was before.
chantelle:
is good to have someone that you can be totally honest with. this made a big difference for me. I made friends with 2 lesbians and that provided with a reeal sense of community that i did not have before, besides it kept me grounded. The risk 4 me was when i got in the thinking mode that nobody understands me at all that was when things went bad and i made foolish and unrealistic choices, nothing big but as a ->-bleeped-<- am sensitive and got depressed when things went wrong. Friends that knew Sheila brought me balance and hope.
it was good to laugh at my self with my friends.
sheila