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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: polymorph on October 29, 2008, 05:36:35 AM

Title: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: polymorph on October 29, 2008, 05:36:35 AM
wow, it's only been barely over 4 months... and i already feel like i can pass full time! the only thing holding me back now is my family, but i'm sure i can deal with them :)

before...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fa602.ac-images.myspacecdn.com%2Fimages01%2F86%2Fl_7ef040d7a7c979f1da9ee9dd4bc302c1.jpg&hash=e2b535b4975a4cd61a82712b67cb0b6927fc0aa2)
and now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fphotos-448.ll.facebook.com%2Fphotos-ll-sf2p%2Fv361%2F249%2F57%2F1200181448%2Fn1200181448_30174199_7288.jpg&hash=17b3114933f8d73291d0465e3a79f7cc46c57c64)
that's all for now folks :D
(p.s - sorry about the shocking quality of the second picture, my camera isn't the best of cameras :()
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: Sephirah on October 29, 2008, 06:14:07 AM
Wow. Just... wow.

You look great. :o
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Post by: Janet_Girl on October 29, 2008, 06:55:26 AM
Looking good, Girl.  ;D
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Post by: tekla on October 29, 2008, 08:04:32 AM
very cute, love the skirt
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Post by: Jay on October 29, 2008, 08:08:37 AM
WOW did you loose weight? You look fantasic what a transition.. (excuse the pun)
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Post by: Terra on October 29, 2008, 08:19:00 AM
Looking good! ^^
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Post by: Kate on October 29, 2008, 09:21:34 AM
Very pretty! If you look this great at only four months... imagine what's to come!

~Kate~
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Post by: Just Mandy on October 29, 2008, 09:39:22 AM
Good for you Poly... you look great... very cute :)

Amanda
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Post by: sneakersjay on October 29, 2008, 11:58:08 AM
Fantastic!


Jay
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Post by: iminadaze on October 29, 2008, 02:31:56 PM
Wow Poly... your progress is amazing, you look 100% female to me... and your outfit rocks too...  :)

Nicole
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Post by: FallenLeaves on October 29, 2008, 03:23:29 PM
That is quite the transformation. Huge congrats, that's so awesome. You definitely look female. I like the hair  :D
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: polymorph on October 29, 2008, 03:49:21 PM
Quote from: Jay on October 29, 2008, 08:08:37 AM
WOW did you loose weight? You look fantasic what a transition.. (excuse the pun)
heh yea, i lost about 25 kilos
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: Jay on October 29, 2008, 03:52:29 PM
Quote from: polymorph on October 29, 2008, 03:49:21 PM
Quote from: Jay on October 29, 2008, 08:08:37 AM
WOW did you loose weight? You look fantasic what a transition.. (excuse the pun)
heh yea, i lost about 25 kilos

How did you do that I'm just interested hun? How long did it take?
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Post by: polymorph on October 29, 2008, 05:50:39 PM
it took 4 months and an eating disorder... i recommend you don't use my weight loss program, it wasn't the healthiest one >_>
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Post by: Suzy on October 29, 2008, 06:43:39 PM
Wow, are you sure this is the same person?

(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fganjataz.com%2F01smileys%2Fimages%2Fsmileys%2FloopyBlonde-blinking.gif&hash=4545ddf8251cf9c32ae6074d56e48bc34a755857)Kristi
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Post by: nathan on October 29, 2008, 07:20:48 PM
OMFG.

You look great!
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Post by: Ender on October 29, 2008, 07:26:19 PM
Wow.  Definitely wow.  Very pretty.  Nice clothes/look, too; are the tips of your hair blue?
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Post by: deviousxen on October 29, 2008, 07:53:56 PM
Are you the same one from 420?

Cause I'm nex Dev. Looking very good.
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Post by: polymorph on October 29, 2008, 08:24:22 PM
Quote from: Kara-Xen on October 29, 2008, 07:53:56 PM
Are you the same one from 420?

Cause I'm nex Dev. Looking very good.
hahaha i THOUGHT your pic looked familiar! yea, i'm the same polymorph... hai nex  :3

and more than just the tips are blue, all my hair is blue... except for a few pink streaks ^_^
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Post by: Annwyn on October 29, 2008, 08:50:27 PM
Quote from: Kristi on October 29, 2008, 06:43:39 PM
Wow, are you sure this is the same person?

(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fganjataz.com%2F01smileys%2Fimages%2Fsmileys%2FloopyBlonde-blinking.gif&hash=4545ddf8251cf9c32ae6074d56e48bc34a755857)Kristi

xx2
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Post by: TheBattler on October 29, 2008, 11:20:44 PM
Wow Poly,

You look great, a star has definatly been born.

Alice

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Post by: deviousxen on October 30, 2008, 01:20:08 AM
Hai back

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Post by: cindybc on October 30, 2008, 04:06:26 AM
Hi Polymorph, nice to see you again and you are looking good. 25kilos is nearly 50lbs is it not? Not to good at converting metric to standard measures. But if that's right that is a good deal of weight loss. Just be careful, I had an eating disorder 8 years ago and it took me 6 years to go from 85 lbs to 130lbs now I'm trying to loose five lbs, estrogen can play tricks on you with fat distribution if you don't eat right. I need to loos this pot I have, I hate it. The rest of me is fine otherwise.

Hi Janet sis, you are looking great as well.

Cindy 
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Post by: Mr. Fox on October 30, 2008, 02:07:13 PM
The second picture doesn't show on my computer, but if it is the same as your avatar, you look fantastic.  I should show that to my father and say "Look how much differents hormones can make!"  But then again, he'd probably go on about poor lighting or say that you could be a fake or something.
Adrian
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Post by: Cyndigurl45 on October 30, 2008, 02:17:15 PM
Amazing  ;D ;D
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Post by: Annwyn on October 30, 2008, 08:31:30 PM
Do you have bad stretch marks after losing all that weight?
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: polymorph on October 30, 2008, 09:07:03 PM
Quote from: Annwyn on October 30, 2008, 08:31:30 PM
Do you have bad stretch marks after losing all that weight?

actually, yea...they're not too bad anymore, but they're still really noticeable :(
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: Annwyn on October 30, 2008, 11:42:03 PM
Quote from: polymorph on October 30, 2008, 09:07:03 PM
Quote from: Annwyn on October 30, 2008, 08:31:30 PM
Do you have bad stretch marks after losing all that weight?

actually, yea...they're not too bad anymore, but they're still really noticeable :(

The current success of your transition is largely in part to your past obesity.  Adipose tissue is still mitotic and creates a chemical similar in action to estrogen.  This is the reason that many obese females begin menstruating 2-3 years younger than the mean.  This is also why obese women have a harder time getting pregnant, the steroids in their body are unbalanced, leaning more towards estrogens.
To take it a step further, estrogen is a steroid and is therefore lipid soluble and therefore diffuses more easily across tissues of a body higher in fat content.
What I find interesting is that after beginning HRT you were able to willfully starve yourself.  Early estrogen therapy tends to act as a spike to the metabolism because it puts the body in a highly anabolic mode; that is that metabolism is the sum of all chemical processes in the body and shortly after starting estrogen therapy changes in the body occur at a rapid pace, thus increasing metabolism.  The effect of deliberate dietary neglect is unknown to me.  It's something I need to think about, I'm sure I know the answer somewhere in my head.

There's been a lot of inquiries on these forums as to how to influence estrogen sensitivity.  Well, you're an example of one method 8)
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: polymorph on October 31, 2008, 01:10:20 AM
Quote from: Annwyn on October 30, 2008, 11:42:03 PM
The current success of your transition is largely in part to your past obesity.

you know, i think kleinfelters syndrome also helped a fair bit too :3

Quote from: Annwyn on October 30, 2008, 11:42:03 PM
What I find interesting is that after beginning HRT you were able to willfully starve yourself.

also, this is fairly easy to explain... once i started HRT, i actually had a reason to care about my self image... and when i realized how overweight i was, i actually went a bit into overdrive with the weight loss. now i'm having a hard time keeping my weight from dropping, because i've developed a completely different set of eating habits

(or not-eating habits, i should say >_>)
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: Annwyn on October 31, 2008, 01:17:30 AM
Lol that's pretty kewl.

I'm on an opposite mission, trying to gain weight.  5000+ calories a day.  Lots of sodium.  I'm actually eating some food right now before my sleeping pill kicks in so I can digest it while I'm asleep.  My body seems determined to just convert it into readily available energy though...

Congratz with the accomplishment though, seriously that's amazing.

How did starving yourself effect your hair growth?
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Post by: deviousxen on October 31, 2008, 01:37:29 AM
Heh... Im doing the same...


Lots of red meat and stew or stuff cause I like... Can barely eat much.
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: Annwyn on October 31, 2008, 09:22:35 AM
Quote from: Kara-Xen on October 31, 2008, 01:37:29 AM
Heh... Im doing the same...


Lots of red meat and stew or stuff cause I like... Can barely eat much.

Girl, you're too skinny.

You need red meat AND processed foods like reeses peices and twix.
Don't forget to chug atleast a gallon of water a day.  And your pasta!
Title: Re: showing off my progress ^_^
Post by: polymorph on October 31, 2008, 09:31:35 AM
yea, you don't want to do what i'm doing... i was down to just eating 2 pieces of toast a day for a few weeks, before my psych stepped in >_<

and as for hair change... it's hard to say. The only hair i really have is on my head, and that's still growing fine :)
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Post by: Dawn D. on October 31, 2008, 10:31:33 AM
That's just sooo not fair! You do look fabulous! Ooohhh, the advantages of starting younger!


Dawn
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Post by: cindybc on October 31, 2008, 10:46:42 AM
Well I found that there is no possible way I could ever let myself get overweight. Most of my life my normal weight was 115 lbs then i was anorexic for a time, I just wouldn't get to feeling hungry and forgot to eat. That was also a period of "I hate me," time before I started full time. I went down to 85 lbs.

In the past six years since I met Wing Walker my weight slowly creeped up until just this past year, I was up to 134.7 lbs and feeling realy uncomfortable, like I had a Good Year blimp inside my stomach. Even some or the girls at the shelter where I work thought I was pregnant. I went to see my JP and she gave me a diet to follow and some exercise. In two months I went from 134.7 lbs down to 128 lbs and I have no intentions of going any lower. Exercise will get rid of the balance of my distended stomach. 5.7 lbs may not seam like a big deal to some, but on a frame of 5'3" it is considerable enough.

Cindy 
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Post by: christene on October 31, 2008, 11:56:35 AM
Gooking very good....keep it up!!
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Post by: trapthavok on October 31, 2008, 04:54:00 PM
Quote from: polymorph on October 29, 2008, 05:50:39 PM
it took 4 months and an eating disorder... i recommend you don't use my weight loss program, it wasn't the healthiest one >_>

I'm sorry that you had an eating disorder :( I hope it's gone!

You look great though :) I like the dyed hair and all. Even though you aren't smiling in the picture, I can almost feel the happiness radiating from it :)
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Post by: DigitalDryad on November 01, 2008, 01:13:37 AM
Truely inspiring, you look so great.
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Post by: Rita Irene on November 25, 2008, 02:12:13 PM
Very cute!
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Post by: Krystal on December 04, 2008, 11:16:42 AM
i certainly hope i look as femine as you do when i start my transition...you look very good^^
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Post by: fusi on December 06, 2008, 09:55:18 AM
holy crap! you look amasing! what a transformation! wowow go you!! kick ass outfit too! *hugs*