I am in desperate need of a pack and play prosthesis.
Even though i identify as androgynous, I can't go much longer with that...empty feeling. It just feels as though there should be something between my legs and it is not there. I dream almost every night about having a penis. For as long as i can remember, i've wanted a penis. The reason I don't think I'm FtM is because i dont mind my chest...i dont care about it. But i desperately want a penis. I would even want surgery, but phalloplaties...they just don't look so hot. It's so sad. All in all, I don't really CARE if i'm a he or a she or an it, all i know is what i need, and i need a ->-bleeped-<-ing dick. :o
Alright, time for me to stop pitying myself and get to the point.
Does anyone know of a place where I could get a relativley cheap pack n play prosthesis? I've seen the expensive ones, and they are beautiful, but i simply do not have anywhere near enough money. I survive due to the kindness of my parents, and i cant exactly expect them to buy me a dick. If anyone has a good link, please post it/send it to me.
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It's a long shot...but...if any guys out there have a prosthesis they don't want...like one that ended up being the wrong color or something....please let me know. I have fair skin. If someone would be willing to help me with this, I'd love you forever...I'd never ask for money, but if you've just got one lying about....like I said, a long shot...
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