Hi everyone, I'm totally new here, so let me introduce myself:
Finally finally finally I found back and embraced what I had hidden when I must have been 6 years old. My mom died when I was 2 and my dad reacted really bad to a little TS in the house (not to mention my jealous sister ;D), so back then, I decided to go undercover as boy, get a good job, make some money and THEN, ... >:-)
Unfortunately, it got burried into my unconcious somewhere and I kinda forgot to conciously think about it. Until two years ago when I felt so ->-bleeped-<-ed up somehow that I decided to spend 3 weeks in an NLP/hypnosis training in Orlando(FL), thinking it would greatly enhance my communication skills and money making abilities while making me feel all better about myself.
And yes, it did all that! But what I didn't expect was for it to clean out my whole belief system and brainwash me back into a girl again. I can't help but think *they knew* this about me and God was their accomplice! It was such a supernatural experience; I even met the sweetest/hottest/smoothest TS girl I've ever seen IRL, not realizing yet how the whole experience would turn my life upside down. Anyway, it was then the whole puzzle started falling into place and my life started changing. Thanks a million PureNLP.com and everyone who was there in 2007!!
This whole hypno-experience was only the beginning though, and 7 months ago, it finally hit me. Whenever I go girl it changes my whole experience and life feels so much more natural! THAT is why they kept talking about me referring to 'she' and 'her'. THAT is why a girl I went downtown with in the evening asked me "wanna try on my dress for the occasion?" (which totally embarrased me back then, causing me to answer "No?" hoping she would read it as a yes, but she didn't). and that is why that same girl asked me "do you think she's happy?" when we 'coincidentally' ran into an older TS-woman when we went to visit the Dali-museum in Tampa. and THAT is why another girl I met there had a TS girl friend in who's house we got so drunk we had to stay for the night....! (all in the same 3 weeks!) I've been asleep for 28 years, like Snow White ;D!
So here I am now, ready to start living towards the life I didn't dare to live before! I've been playing around, however I don't dare to go to work as a girl yet... :-\
I've been growing my hair out for 6 months now, yet want it to grow somewhat longer than double the length it is now. I've also been playing with makeup which makes me look a lot more fem, but I want more. First the big stuff (FFS), then the face-details, then try to stealth and when that works out I'll go for the boobs (last, because it's hard for a boy to hide his boobs at work, and I don't want them to find out before I'm happy with my looks)
Any suggestions on FFS surgery, alternate hair colors and anything really are very welcome!
No make-up:
<<pics removed -- the boy's been put to sleep>>
Just a little lipstick (I definitely need fuller lips!):
<<pics removed -- the boy's been put to sleep>>
Thanks!
Hanne
Nose (like virtually every TS), chin, jaw, lips, scale advance, and maybe a little off the forehead. Your brows seem pretty good although the angles aren't the best to judge. Your cheeks seem pretty good to me too.
Depending on how much work you want done, you could easily hold off on some things. I think for you the chin is the biggest tell. Your jaw seems very prominent too. I think if you just got chin / nose / jaw you would be in great condition honestly.
Your cheeks could fill out more if you were on E for a while, so your jaw would seem less prominent. I'd give it some time on E if you're thinking about it. Could save you a lot of money and pain.
Dennis
You look like one of my friends -- creepy like! She's a girl.
--natalie
Chin contouring/ brow ridge contouring / brow lift surgery
Hey tnx a lot for the comments :) I've been shopping for clothes with my ex and I've been playing around with some make-up...
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...and uh gothique11, at first I couldn't believe you, but somehow I ended up trying out cam chat rooms and hetero men mistake me for a girl all the time!! ??? Some of them are really hot'n'cute. I didn't even get my eyebrows plucked yet!
I haven't really done much IRL yet because I want boobs & voice change for that (which I'm planning now -- no way back after that).
At first I wanted to start with FFS but now I'm just gonna start without. I think I'll try to straighten out my hairline using permanent hair removal techniques.
€11000 + make-up should do the trick for now... God and Jezus thanks a million!!
they are right. you are cute!
I have been physically transitioning for the past yr...been on estradiol and spiro for a yr. It all depends on your mental image and if you are truely TS...do you want to change because you are wanting to look more female or because you want to become one...Big Differrence...Imo, i would seek out a good therapist that is knowledgeable in TG/TS first. If you find your answers and are truely TS..i would do searches on FFS. There is a predominant one in US, not going to mention names, but i just had this dr do my FFS just 6wks ago..He wrote the book per se on FFS. It is not cheap tho. As far as your hair...I would let it grow out to one length probably at least shoulder length b4 getting a fem hairstyle. Personally i am a workout aholic, so i run 4.5 miles a day 6 days a wk and also light weight training and watch my diet. I work in health food and supplements, so i know diet is very important, especially if you want the fem physique. Good luck, but becoming fem is not easy work, unless you have good genetics.
ooh, ooh, do me!!!!
http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00037-1.jpg (http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00037-1.jpg)
http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00044.jpg (http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00044.jpg)
sorry only recent pictures i have
Quote from: El on September 26, 2009, 06:49:08 PM
ooh, ooh, do me!!!!
http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00037-1.jpg (http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00037-1.jpg)
http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00044.jpg (http://i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv10/el_le_el_le/DSC00044.jpg)
sorry only recent pictures i have
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Definitely a Jaw contouring + cHIN cONTOURING + upper lip lift to make it more feminine
Quote from: Tristan on June 05, 2009, 09:36:41 PM
they are right. you are cute!
No - you are, really - really really!
BTW at the end of July, I had my face done at Agave Clinic and as long as I keep my mouth shut no-one has called me 'sir' ever since. Now they call me Mrs all the time -- even the cops (even after they get to see my ID which has an M on it). I even got searched by a woman at the airport after the metal-detector-buzzer-thing went off.
Next mission is to get them to call me Miss.
This is 3 weeks after surgery -- currently showing on my international passport (no makeup):
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And another few weeks later (no makeup):
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Quote from: hanne on September 28, 2009, 09:49:57 AM
And another few weeks later (no makeup):
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WOW!!! I'M IMPRESSED GIRL, REALLY! :o
Quote from: El on September 26, 2009, 06:49:08 PM
ooh, ooh, do me!!!!
Quote from: Shelina on September 27, 2009, 03:03:49 AM
Definitely a Jaw contouring + cHIN cONTOURING + upper lip lift to make it more feminine
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi664.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv10%2Fel_le_el_le%2FDSC00037-1.jpg&hash=0307c5236c854e5e12d81ea88f3ce70546d67740)
And a brow lift ;)
Post Merge: September 28, 2009, 09:13:23 PM
Quote from: Shelina on September 28, 2009, 09:58:05 AM
WOW!!! I'M IMPRESSED GIRL, REALLY! :o
:icon_redface: :-*