Since I accepted who I was on the inside and I accepted it. I noticed that things are changing. Of course the depression and thoughts of suicide are almost gone. So are my some of my nervous habits like biting my nails. Anyone experience a change in habbits?
Luv,
Cloe'
You know.. I didn't realize 'til I read this
*stares at his hand* I haven't bitten 'em since I came to terms with this.
me 3, that was the first thing i noticed. After chewing them for 35+ years it felt so bizzare....o i chewed the skin around the nail also.
They look AWESOME now !!!
:)
Caylea
I too used to chew my nails.
I have recently discovered that I get a lot of enjoyment from filing my nails.
Quote from: Feever on May 20, 2009, 06:53:00 PMI have recently discovered that I get a lot of enjoyment from filing my nails.
Me too. I do it in idle moments at the computer, and I love watching them get an actual shape.
I'm doing better on a whole lot of personal care things: I don't let dishes pile up so much in the sink, or unwashed laundry in the hamper, I get the trash out more promptly, I check my socks and hems before going out. There's really something about not hating yourself. :)
Quote from: Ceri on May 20, 2009, 07:43:59 PM
doing better on a whole lot of personal care things: I don't let dishes pile up so much in the sink, or unwashed laundry in the hamper, I get the trash out more promptly, I check my socks and hems before going out. There's really something about not hating yourself. :)
I feel like I'm finally getting my life back. ;D
I have
lots more energy now that it isn't all directed into the wall of my denial. My house is almost clean now. ;D Things keep getting better.
- Kate
I feel like I have a little bit more energy too. And a little bit goes a long way when you've got my problems.
'Course I still feel stressed out and worried and am still working on the coming out and getting on hormones part...
A part of me wonders, if when I do get on hormones, when all my family knows (and my bosswoman), all this energy being used up on worry, on nerves and stuff, will I get that back? Will those steps allow me to have more energy to just live?
Stress can eat up a lot of your energy.
I would think that however you get your stress down your energy levels should rise.
So, yes, I think so Miniar.