Sometimes I hate Walmart. I went to buy some stuff tonight and went to a store way across town to reduce chance of running into anybody I know. Picked up a nice pair of heels and a pack of panties, totally in drab with a beard here. Went through the damned self serve checkout and it was all FUBAR and taking forever to scan, not to mention that I went through another one first only to discover the card reader wasn inopperative. Why the hell have the light on over it if its broken? Sigh, I was getting so frustrated with the barcode reader and would have considered dumping the stuff and walking out if not for finding the perfect pumps in my size, hell if I'm leaving those behind!
Then the other day my wife's sister was over and they brought up the topic about the FtM who had the breasts removed but was pregnant and apparently pregnant again. They started arguing over sexual orientation vs. gender identity (not that they knew what to call it). I'm often turned to as a resource because I seem to know something about odd stuff. My wife knows I crossdress but no one else knows. Well, I broke it down for them and that seemed to satisfy them. I was expecting an argument from my wife as she can often be very judgemental (and thats going to cause problems for us one day). Anyways it was odd having that topic come up when we havent talked about anything like that for a long time, at a time when I'm again feeling increasing identity issues reguarding my own ideas.
I'm pretty sure that if I was not married and with a young daughter at home I would be seeking MtF myself. I cant help but look at things and wonder about the what if's, more and more frequently.
Anyways, thought I'd share.
Post Merge: June 24, 2009, 03:35:16 AM
Oh, btw. If the FtM I'm referring to is on these forums, good for you.