During the past few days, I was busy writing a manuscript for publication. When I am indulged in my work, I tend to be less interested in crossdressing or fashion. My mood is completly manly.
Only when I am relaxed and have leisure time, I tend to be interested in fashion and beauty. The two modes are so much contrasting. I did not wear any makeup during the past few days.
Today, my colleagues mentioned about my wearing lipstick and heels last week, but I was not interested in that. I just replied very routinely. There were certainly disappointed at my dullness.
As I just finished writing the draft, I expect I will enjoy again fashion and photos during this weekend.
Barbie~~
When I'm working on something, particularly when its a big thing, all other thoughts go out the window.
This weekend, I was not so much excited, but I went out anyway to boost my female mood. My daughter wanted to go out with me, but she soon fell aseep at the minivan. I just drove around the beach, returning home to hand over her to mom.
Still there was sun light at 6 pm, and I biked along the beach. It was nice to enjoy some attention, but I am afraid that I would become too well known in this area. Next week, I will try another beach for my biking place. It takes about 1 hour to get there, including bendy roads in a challengingly high mountain.
Barbie~~
That's pretty interesting, I find that I am the same way
I am kind of similar. When I am really busy, I don't even think of crossdressing or depression of not being my gender. However, I have noticed that if I am in drab and too busy to think, I tend to be a lot more bitchy and have less patience then if I am dressed normally (read: as my true gender). Funny how that works. :-\
Hi, Vanessa,
I think it is time for you to change your hair style ;). Over 90% of a person's image depends on hairstyle.
Barbie~~
On occasion I am alone at work, it's a large complex, near downtown, all the security cameras are on the outside.
I will bring everything that I need and change as soon as the last person leaves, (evening shift). From that point on, no one can enter the building without me knowing.
So Linsey will spend the next 7 hours doing all her tasks, taking several breaks in the lunch room, strolling around, even venturing into the lobby where anyone can see me if they happen to look into the large windows.
I handle phone calls from other depts, deal with issues, make decisions, all the while sporting high heeled pumps, long black hair tied back in a ponytail, red lipstick and a nice figure!
The real fun part is that I'm the only person to leave at quitting time, so I leave and walk to my car on the side parking lot. As far as the security cameras go, I will have already set that one camera to look in a different direction.
I'll take my time driving through downtown, passing my favorite Macys, smiling back at the guy that seems very interested in me.
Window shopping on occasion. I've even stopped at several places for coffee or go into Barnes and Noble for a while where I'll sit and read.