Susan's Place Transgender Resources

Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: icontact on August 03, 2009, 01:29:45 PM

Title: I am indeed alive!
Post by: icontact on August 03, 2009, 01:29:45 PM
Hey guys, I haven't been on in forever!

Life is great! Even though I've been passing for almost a year now, being at college this summer is AMAZING because of the stealth factor, and it really feels more like a RLE. Class ends this week, and I'm really going to miss being stealth even though everyone at high school has accepted my transition by now. A lot of my friends have been really amazing, and there's a few people I barely know who always got my back, which is just so heartwarming.

Broke up with my girlfriend a couple months ago, that was hard, but I've since moved on, and the whole situation has only helped me with relationship confidence, since I really feel like I have a proper chance with straight girls, and I don't have to limit myself to bisexual girls. By that note, I've definitely settled into being a guy mentally as well and thinking of myself that way, which is also good because I can finally explore being interested in guys again now that my gender is definite.

I defff miss you all :( but I'm afraid I'm only on now to say goodbye. Why? Because the father is a computer genius and can find out what I'm looking at even if I clear all the info. So I figure, I don't have a serious need for this site, I probably should stay away. And I haven't got my own laptop yet, not much time for computer at college. I promise I'll check in whenever I can get to a free computer [or find one of those url blocker sites that doesn't give me shizzloads of viruses], and I'll be back forreal as soon as I get my own laptop! And of course, feel free to PM me so we can exchange details to keep in touch elsewhere.

So I guess this is goooodbye. Love you guys, keep it real. ;D <3
Title: Re: I am indeed alive!
Post by: Jay on August 03, 2009, 02:11:58 PM
Stay safe brother. I am glad everything is going well for you! :)

Jay

Title: Re: I am indeed alive!
Post by: Mr. Fox on August 04, 2009, 06:52:47 PM
This happened with me with another website, but it was a net nanny type thing that kept me away.  Sucks.  We'll miss you!
Title: Re: I am indeed alive!
Post by: Nero on August 04, 2009, 07:23:56 PM
keep us updated!
Title: Re: I am indeed alive!
Post by: Alyx. on August 04, 2009, 07:38:52 PM
Gir voice: DON'T LEAVE ASHER! WHY? I LOVE-ED YOU ASHER! I LOVE-ED YOU! Here, have a cupcake!

I'll miss you. :(
Title: Re: I am indeed alive!
Post by: Dante on August 05, 2009, 01:42:02 AM
Good to see, er, read you again!  :P It's too bad you have to go. Maybe you could learn that computer stuff and find a way to block what sites you've been looking at. That way he can't see.  >:-) It is kinda annoying that no matter how many times you delete something, it keeps popping up again.  :(

Check in when you can! Hopefully you'll get your own computer soon, so you can have a password and won't have to worry about your dad. Till then, goodbye!  :icon_wave: We'll miss you.
Title: Re: I am indeed alive!
Post by: Lutin on August 05, 2009, 10:06:31 AM
Hey mate,

Sad you're having to temporarily leave, but at least it's not like you're having to delete your account or anything, so it's not goodbye goodbye, just cheerio goodbye. :)

Great that college is going so well and that your friends and not-quite-friends are being so supportive of it all, that's good to hear. ;D

Hope everything continues going well for you, and that the computer issues are resolved soon.

All the best, mate! :icon_hug:

Will xox
Title: Re: I am indeed alive!
Post by: Silver on August 05, 2009, 02:24:46 PM
It's too bad. I didn't know you really, but I guess I'll see you later. Maybe look into a program called Tor. No viruses and it bypasses filters.

SilverFang