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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: justme19 on September 15, 2009, 03:00:36 AM

Title: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: justme19 on September 15, 2009, 03:00:36 AM
Hi,
Ok this is quite a weird question and i hope i dont offend anybody by it but. Is this normal.

So ive always wanted to be a girl ever since ive been very young but...
Now that I am older i still get these fellings extreamly strong, (much stonger then when i was little) but when i masturbate it seems to dull the felling for a little while, but the feling is still there, just not as much.

Sorry about the arkward question but some reply would be awesom!
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: Chrissty on September 15, 2009, 03:30:41 AM
Masturbation can relieve stress...

and your GID is likely to be causing stress..

..then that sounds reasonable. ;)

It actually has less of an impact on your true
gender identity than many would want you to believe. ;)

Chrissty
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: justme19 on September 15, 2009, 04:11:11 PM
Thanks for the reply.
Some more replys would be nice  ;D
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: Calistine on September 15, 2009, 04:13:29 PM
Oh yeah this is totally the place for you :) Welcome.
And yes masturbation is terrific for stress relief there aint nothing wrong with it.
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: Steffi on September 15, 2009, 05:52:22 PM
Hi.
(I just re-read your first post here to refresh my memory of who you are and where you're at. :)  )
Some people with Acute GID don't masturbate, a lot can hardly bear to touch themselves "down there" even for more everyday purposes.

Many others do and yes, as you've found out it can bring a temporary relief of GID symptoms - whether that's due to some sort of post-climax hormone state or more a purely psychological thing I have no idea.

But your story/activities is in no way unusual luv, so don't stress about it in the least.  :)
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: Ellieka on September 15, 2009, 06:06:30 PM
When I was much younger in my early teens, I used to masturbate and I honestly had myself convinced that my GID was sexual because after ejaculation the urge to cross dress would vanish for a few hours. As I hit my early twenties the masturbation was less of a relief of the GID. The release would last for a few minutes and then the need to cross dress would be back with a vengeance. By my mid twenties I no longer felt any arousal form cross dressing and the very thought of "playing with my self" disgusted me.

I think the arousal has more to do with the burst of hormones at those early ages then it does with the cross dressing.
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: Steffi on September 15, 2009, 06:24:18 PM
Quote from: CamiWhen I was much younger in my early teens, I used to masturbate and I honestly had myself convinced that my GID was sexual because after ejaculation the urge to cross dress would vanish for a few hours. As I hit my early twenties the masturbation was less of a relief of the GID. The release would last for a few minutes and then the need to cross dress would be back with a vengeance.
That's pretty much my story to begin with - but at 23 I moved in with the woman I later married.  I told her about my dressing and she more-or-less accepted it and was supportive.
For the first time in my life, I was able to dress more fully and for more than a few minutes and I discovered a weird thing ....... if I WAS going to masturbate, then it had better be within the first hour because after that, I was disinterested in sex of any sort.
The moment I transitioned at 53 - and pre-hormones - I became asexual.
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: K8 on September 15, 2009, 06:57:39 PM
My story is similar to Steffi's.  I think the masturbation helps as a stress relief and perhaps the pheromones(?) help settle you.  I found it less and less effective as I got older, though.  The GID just kept getting stronger until I finally had to deal with it directly.

And here I am as Kate. :D
Title: Re: Weird Question..... Not sure if this is in the right place or not
Post by: justme19 on September 15, 2009, 07:04:41 PM
Thanks alot for all the posts, rlly rlly apricate it!!!

Glad im not just weird (wait i am -_-) but yea, i started to try to convince myelf it was just  sexual but i always thought it wasent. But im happy about that.
Hmmm now what to do LOL......