It's not booze or blades or drugs or slot machines; but it's still an addiction, so I guess this is the place for it.
I am (and have been for awhile now) curious if there are others who use food-centric outlets to deal with their GID.
When I'm acting as the man I feel I am; when I'm binding and dressing, it's not even in evidence. When I'm not... it's all I can think about. How I'm not right to be a girl, how it's uncomfortable, how life would somehow be more bearable if only I could loose another X(amount of weight).
I can relate to this. I tend to not eat as a way of dealing too. I don't wish to gain any weight, even though everyone tells me I have to in order for the hips, butt and bust line. But it goes to the gut and that I hate. I need to go back to not eating.
Janet