For the past 4 months, I was really caught up between who I truly was and who I wanted to be. As the thoughts in my head grew it became much more stressful, and wanting to become a boy was all I could think about.
I not long ago, just almost a week now, wrote a letter and gave it to my mum. I was nervous and feeling really bad for the first 2 days after that, but I have become so much more relaxed, because after talking through things the feelings have gone away, and I am happy being just me! I feel like a girl again! I guess after being in 4 months of doubt and confusion, it has really made me more accepting of other people. I remember last year when I went to some theme park, my friends and I were laughing at what looked like a crossdresser. Now Ive come to an understanding!
I know what I want in life now! I learned alot while I spent my days on this site, but I really dont feel as if I will be needing it much more! Woooo!
Well, cool-beans that you managed to sort things out.
Never wrong to expand your horizen a bit. Best of luck. 8)
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That is really good to hear.
The really great thing about Susan's is we can relax and just let it out, without some 'nonce being stupid.
Keep in touch though. Exchanging ideas and feelings can still be of a lot of help to others.
That is so cool you figured yourself out. I think it's cool that you have been enlightened about us. Not that I'm a cross dresser.
Congrats. Good luck to you in the future. :3