So, on the 17th, I posted a topic about how my mother was kicking me out. I've been lurking around here but haven't posted much since that. Well, I just thought I'd give an update. First, I'd like to say thanks to everyone who gave me advice and tried to help. :) It was really great of yall.
Okay, so at the moment, I have until the end of the month to leave. I've been doing laundry, trying to sell my useless crap on Craigslist, packing stuff, exploring resources. As far as the CHRIS Kids program goes, I got an e-mail saying they received my application and would get back to me about it, but I haven't heard anything else since. I'm going to give them a few more days before I e-mail them to ask about the status of my application.
My mother has calmed down quite a bit. Although, she has begun to be slightly more cruel towards me. She's constantly making references that I'm her "daughter" and nothing else. She calls my brother her "baby boy" a lot in front of me just to tick me off(I know that's what she's doing, because right after, she calls me her "baby girl.") She constantly goes on about how I'm "pretty" and no matter what I do, I'll always be a "pretty girl" even if I don't like it. She drives me crazy. I'm no longer afraid of what will happen if I leave, I'm more afraid of what will happen if I stay. Lately, I've just been trying to avoid her as much as possible. We're on opposite sleeping schedules now, so I only see her a few hours during the day.
No matter what happens, I'm optimistic. I know that even if my world crashes down around me, it gives me a chance to build something better. It might be hard, but I know, in the end, I'll be a better person if I just stay true to myself and don't change for anyone. The other day, I got two fortune things. One said, "Believe in and follow your dreams." The other said, "It's never to late for a fresh start." I think that's good advice to live by. :) So, thank you everyone who helped me. I'm sure everything will work out. ;D
Rock on dude and don't let your mother's issues with this get to you. Just move ahead and be yourself. 8)
glad to hear your keeping your head up!
Good to hear you're not letting things get you down. And don't let there be any doubt...things WILL turn out great! It is the hardships in life that let us learn, and appreciate all we are capable of. Please keep us updated!
Quote from: maxxwell on February 23, 2010, 02:13:32 PMI know that even if my world crashes down around me, it gives me a chance to build something better.
That's a great mindset.
I'm glad things have simmered down some even though the spite is harsher from your mother now. It sounds like you're making plans and moving on. Just out of curiosity, how does your father and brother take all of this? Just remember, even if your mother is unaccepting, if they could possibly be on your side (if not now later) remember to not burn that bridge. Good luck man. :)
Glad to hear things are starting to get sorted out. Keep us updated if you can, and best wishes.
Hang in there dude. I wish you the best.
Word. My world did the same thing, I actually was homeless, and I'm much better off now despite everything. It's sort of a sick and twisted thing that doesn't make sense but it works out for the best. Keep fighting the good fight, as my drag dad says. (he's also trans)
Blegh, how does your mother live with herself? Blegh to her I say! :-\
Well yay for fortune thingies! :P Definitely good words to live by. And yay for selling useless crap.
Good luck, dude. Seriously. I'm definitely rooting for everything to turn out in your favor!
Keep your head and stay strong man.
Yes,don't let anyone tell you who you are supposed to be.Live your life to the fullest.Everything will fall into place :)