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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: jonjon on February 27, 2010, 03:20:51 PM

Title: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: jonjon on February 27, 2010, 03:20:51 PM
I just felt like having an outside opinion on my facial changes on T... cos i feel like i'm jumping way ahead of myself when i analyse myself and i don't believe my mates are non-biased. Parents MOST DEFINITELY biased! lol

I'm coming up 5 weeks on T on monday and today i've had my first official shave to try and entice it to grow thicker. I've noticed hairs growing darker on my upper lip, but only noticable if you're actually looking!!

Here's me before T (not too far off before) trying to look as sexy as i can, but failing
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi19.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb193%2Fheavensgaze%2Fme%2Fjon001.jpg&hash=cb0a7d647a31cd678a114f7b67fd1510b51f351e)

And this was taken on Thursday. Ignore the hair - it's growing and got to that stupid length where gel does no justice anymore cos it just flops >_< Plus it needed washing! lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi19.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb193%2Fheavensgaze%2Fmates%2F030-1.jpg&hash=af47459e6c9e120345236cc2a994bef978dd8ab4)

So go on guys - your best harsh judgement!

PS, you know how hard it is to shave with a face full of acne??? O_O lol
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: zombiesarepeaceful on February 27, 2010, 03:24:42 PM
You look much more different, masculine, in a way I can't describe.
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Elijah3291 on February 27, 2010, 03:26:52 PM
oh sexy, I can see a difference, like, a confidence that wasnt in the first picture.

You really pass in the second one
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Al James on February 27, 2010, 03:38:50 PM
the cue hides your face slightly but you r 100% man
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Ender on February 27, 2010, 05:20:40 PM
Need a pic without the cue stick.  But from what I can see, it looks like you've lost some fat off of your face--looks more masculine that way.  You look good.

And oh yeah, I feel ya on the shaving with acne thing...
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: jonjon on February 28, 2010, 04:02:08 AM
Thanks guys! And yeah, that was the latest pic, thats why i stuck it in there. It's really exciting seeing all the new changes and watching them happen! And i honestly didn't expect some changes so soon. Even my little man has grown considerably! I mean, it's still small... but it's bigger than it was!

Still waiting for the voice to drop though...  :-\
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Silver on February 28, 2010, 04:40:22 AM
Honestly you look the same. You look manly enough in both pictures. But being on T makes you notice every single small change, huh? I'm looking forward to it.

Side note: I like these kinds of threads, and I'd appreciate it if you continued to document your progress. It lets me know what to expect.
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Myself on February 28, 2010, 08:29:06 AM
I don't see a difference, maybe take a closer shots?

You pass perfectly in both btw. Did you ever pass as a.. not man/boy? :D

You don't have hips! where are they! EEK!
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: kyril on February 28, 2010, 09:06:54 AM
No, you do look better/different in the second one. Change in skin texture, I think, though it's hard to tell from a distance. And your jaw looks stronger.

I'll second the hips thing though...you're lucky.
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: jonjon on February 28, 2010, 09:08:38 AM
I've never had hips. I've never had a large chest either. It's like my body knew it was supposed to be male and just left itself out most the girly growing up phases all the other girls got lol
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Myself on February 28, 2010, 10:52:41 AM
Quote from: jonjon on February 28, 2010, 09:08:38 AM
I've never had hips. I've never had a large chest either. It's like my body knew it was supposed to be male and just left itself out most the girly growing up phases all the other girls got lol

cool :)
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: LordKAT on February 28, 2010, 08:31:17 PM
Quote from: jonjon on February 28, 2010, 09:08:38 AM
I've never had hips. I've never had a large chest either. It's like my body knew it was supposed to be male and just left itself out most the girly growing up phases all the other girls got lol

*the green eyed monster lurks*
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: GamerJames on March 01, 2010, 03:38:04 PM
Quote from: LordKAT on February 28, 2010, 08:31:17 PM
*the green eyed monster lurks*
Seconded...

But yeah, you do definitely look like your face has changed in the second pic. Not sure if it's the jaw or the overall fat redistribution, but something has changed. Like when my little brother went through puberty and one week he was a little boy, the next week, he looked somehow like a man.

I so can't wait for T... I need a time machine. If I at least had a pic of myself from the future to motivate me to keep slugging through all this, even that would help. Sigh
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Silver on March 01, 2010, 04:05:09 PM
Quote from: NES_junkie_James on March 01, 2010, 03:38:04 PMI so can't wait for T... I need a time machine. If I at least had a pic of myself from the future to motivate me to keep slugging through all this, even that would help. Sigh

How good are you with photoshop?
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: GamerJames on March 01, 2010, 04:22:25 PM
Quote from: SilverFang on March 01, 2010, 04:05:09 PM
How good are you with photoshop?

Actually, I'm quite adept with it. I'm a graphic designer by trade, about 8 years experience in the industry, etc. I've even 'shopped myself with facial hair (and posted it here a few months ago), but the thing is, I don't want a "fake" picture of me looking more masculine, I want a *real* picture of what I'll *actually* look like once T has had some time to do its thing.

I know, it's impossible. I know, I'm being picky by not wanting a 'shopped pic. I know, I just have to be patient.

I know. {sigh} :(
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Trey on March 01, 2010, 04:34:50 PM
You look great pre T and now you look even better. You don't seem to having that hip and chest problem alot of guys have. lucky you.
Title: Re: a 'here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: DRAIN on March 02, 2010, 11:20:03 AM
the pics don't look a whole lot different, but i do see a few changes in the second one (some could be from the lighting)

-the lines around your chin are a bit darker, outlining it more and making it more masculine
-your neck looks more muscular
-your brow ridge is a little more prominent (possibly from fat loss in the face)
-darkening on the upper lip and sideburn area

lookin good dude!  ;D
Title: Re: a ' here's me progress on T' thread!
Post by: Jamie on March 02, 2010, 02:07:53 PM
You look great!
I don't know what else to say...
A lot masculine in the second picture.