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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 11:20:57 AM

Title: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 11:20:57 AM
I thought I destroyed all my pictures as a man.Thats me in the avatar with my college girlfriend.Ill only leave this up for 1 day.I really hate how I looked.
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Alainaluvsu on August 31, 2010, 11:23:17 AM
Trying to torture yourself?? jk :)

You were very handsome!
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 11:25:24 AM
I dont think I was,I could never understand what my girlfriend saw in me.
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Post by: spacial on August 31, 2010, 11:45:01 AM
Angela, Suggest you hold onto that.

I found an old phot of me when I was living properly. It means a lot now. These memories are what help us to understand where we are and how we go there.
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 11:52:07 AM
You bet Spacial,I kind of regret destroying the photos back in the late  90s.Looking at that photo again im getting chills.Because I just realized Ill be seeing my old college sweetheart at the reunion , for the first time as a woman. :o I wish this saturday was over already.
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Post by: Shynoir on August 31, 2010, 11:58:26 AM
wow, you were very handsomely cute! now, you are pretty and beautiful. :)
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Post by: Debra on August 31, 2010, 12:17:44 PM
Quote from: Angela on August 31, 2010, 11:20:57 AM
I thought I destroyed all my pictures as a man.Thats me in the avatar with my college girlfriend.Ill only leave this up for 1 day.I really hate how I looked.

I can relate, girl. Surprised you'll leave it up for so long! hehe. You're so much prettier now.
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Post by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 12:23:10 PM
Thanks , youre an angel.
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Post by: RAY on August 31, 2010, 12:58:27 PM
 Wow! You got it girl! You would of fooled me! :o
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Post by: mtfbuckeye on August 31, 2010, 01:18:56 PM
Angela,
Your previous boy incarnation was pretty cute. Don't be too hard on him though. He did the best he could, I'm sure. I'm sure if any part of him exists anymore, he's very happy for you, sweetie :)

(apologies if that was too weird/esoteric... It's kind of inspired me to write another post about how I relate to this "boy mode" version of me)
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 01:23:41 PM
Ok, pretty much everybody that I mostly talk to here has seen the photo.It gives me great pain seeing it. Can a moderator if possible, delete this topic? 
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Izumi on August 31, 2010, 02:10:17 PM
Quote from: Angela on August 31, 2010, 11:20:57 AM
I thought I destroyed all my pictures as a man.Thats me in the avatar with my college girlfriend.Ill only leave this up for 1 day.I really hate how I looked.

I have pictures of my old self and my X wife...

No trash burning on tuesday.. i have to wait....
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 02:20:17 PM
Dont do that, I regret destroying many photos .It brought back bad memories this 1 photo.But ill keep it.
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Post by: Izumi on August 31, 2010, 03:49:06 PM
Quote from: Angela on August 31, 2010, 02:20:17 PM
Dont do that, I regret destroying many photos .It brought back bad memories this 1 photo.But ill keep it.

I can honestly say i dont need pictures of my old self and my memories are best in my head, that way i could have been female the whole time.  I dont need reminders of my past life, it will just depress me more... also i dont want my fiance finding them.  He has never seen what I used to look like, he has never any part of me that looks male in the least and i want to keep it that way.

After SRS i can breath a sigh of relief that no one can take this away from me....
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Angela on August 31, 2010, 03:56:39 PM
He never asked to see a picture out of curiousity??? :o :o :o
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Post by: Debra on August 31, 2010, 05:22:11 PM
yay back to gorgeous girl pics =)
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Post by: Izumi on August 31, 2010, 05:46:27 PM
Quote from: Angela on August 31, 2010, 03:56:39 PM
He never asked to see a picture out of curiousity??? :o :o :o

Nope, hes str8.  All he sees is whats in front of him.
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Post by: Debra on September 01, 2010, 10:22:30 AM
like the new avatar girl! Love the top!
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Post by: Angela on September 02, 2010, 02:05:02 AM
Quote from: Jerica on September 01, 2010, 10:22:30 AM
like the new avatar girl! Love the top!
Thanks , Green is my color !!
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Post by: Britney♥Bieber on September 08, 2010, 04:18:49 AM
Awww I missed it!!
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Post by: spacial on September 08, 2010, 11:08:10 AM
Quote from: KimberlyJean on September 08, 2010, 04:18:49 AM
Awww I missed it!!

Don't worry too much.

It was some swarthy guy with brown eyes and a smile that makes your knees go a bit wobbly.

>:-)
Title: Re: Look what I found in my closet !!!
Post by: Britney♥Bieber on September 08, 2010, 11:46:05 AM
haha I bet Angela was a babe before transition cuz she's definitely one now :P