It's moments like this when I realize that things aren't just changing for gays and lesbian.
http://jezebel.com/5656062/making-sports-fair-for-transgender-athletes (http://jezebel.com/5656062/making-sports-fair-for-transgender-athletes)
I used to argue for ending gender segregation in sports, as some of the commenters there do. I hated the idea of having separate men's and women's teams.
I've since realized that what I hated was the idea that I would be assigned to the women's team.
I knew when I seen this I should never have looked, because it was just going to make me sad, but me being me I looked.
This is 1 thing that is stopping me from transitioning, because I think im not going to be able to compete at such a high level again and if I do, i will be made out as a cheat and made fun of. But i no if I don't transition, my sport is going to be effected because im going to sad all my life.
Thoese comments are horrible, making me cry :(