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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: Squirrel698 on November 18, 2010, 02:09:14 PM

Title: Extreme TMI
Post by: Squirrel698 on November 18, 2010, 02:09:14 PM
So I got my medicine spoon STP from Smitten Kitten yesterday and I've been experimenting on how to use it.  At first I couldn't get myself to go while wearing it.  I would stand there is front of the toilet thinking of England and nothing would happen.  I'm pretty sure I was subconsciously worried that it would leak.  The first couple of times after I drank a gallons of water forcing my body to release I did leak a bit.  However now I'm learning the trick to it and I'm doing it without wetting my shorts.

All that is beside the point because now I have a dick that has stuff coming out of it that came from my body and it's an amazing feeling!  I feel like I can take on the world and leap tall buildings in a single bound.  All because I can now pee standing up and it's like a life long dream come true.

Is that weird?   :laugh:  I don't care!  I don't have anyone else to share my joy but you guys because you would understand the best.  So yay!  Raising my hands in the air!
Title: Re: Extreme TMI
Post by: Farm Boy on November 18, 2010, 03:00:56 PM
lol, nice!  I've not taken the medicine spoon challenge yet, but I figure I will eventually.  Glad it's working out for you, and thanks for sharing the joy. :P
Title: Re: Extreme TMI
Post by: sneakersjay on November 18, 2010, 03:05:26 PM
This sounds really stupid, but it helped me in the beginning.  Just go ahead and wet your pants.  Yes, that's what I said.  It's really not that big of a deal (though you don't want to do that in public! LOL).  Then you can just go ahead and pee the next time with the spoon.


Jay
Title: Re: Extreme TMI
Post by: Alessandro on November 18, 2010, 04:04:10 PM
Quote from: Squirrel698 on November 18, 2010, 02:09:14 PM
I would stand there is front of the toilet thinking of England

Hey, don't pee on my country!   ;D

I want to try this though.  I would really like to learn to pee standing and I think it is the next thing I am going to tackle.  Well, I have a few months before I get to go to the GIC...
Title: Re: Extreme TMI
Post by: Squirrel698 on November 18, 2010, 04:39:14 PM
@Alessandro Just wanted to say that I love your country with it's rich history and culture. :D I respect it to much to do any such thing.  I was just making a reference to the advice mothers use to give to their daughters regarding sex.  Which was to lay there and think of England.  Thank god for sexual progression!

@Jay Actually I did that very thing a few times.  Just told myself it was not that big of a deal if I did get a little wet.  Once I gave myself permission then it started to flow.  Of course going to public is going to be another whole challenge but I'm confident I will overcome!

@Farm Boy Heh, well it is very cool actually.  I'm all about sharing the joy!  It was surprisingly much more meaningful to me than I thought it would be.  I would encourage everyone who is curious about it to try it and see how they feel. 
Title: Re: Extreme TMI
Post by: sneakersjay on November 18, 2010, 04:53:49 PM
There is a learning curve for sure.  Just when I thought I had it, I'd pee myself.   ::)  So then I'd keep at it, think I had it down pat, and pee myself again.  Finally got the hang of it enough to where I had total confidence in crowded restrooms at the urinal (Chicago O'Hare Airport!).

Now I'm back to that learning curve of peeing through my fly.  Just when I think I have it mastered I spray my pants.  Why do I feel like a middle-aged toddler?!  :o


Jay
Title: Re: Extreme TMI
Post by: Tad on November 18, 2010, 08:07:51 PM
Good feeling isn't it/ I pee everywhere and anywhere without having to drop my pants now. After peeing myself alot..
Title: Re: Extreme TMI
Post by: Sharky on November 18, 2010, 08:29:01 PM
Congrats. Practice in the tub. The first time I tried I did it perfectly. The few times since my stream was wonky and made me pee all over the place. I don't have a stp device though.