So a few nights ago I was feeling kinda lonely but I realized I didn't want just anyone. I was really longing for any attention from a boy. I don't even know a boy I'd like to date so I don't know if this is just me being lonely and single or if it's the hormones. I don't know. I know I've always liked boys but I've never really felt like that. And the next day at work these two teenagers, around my age, asked me something and I gave them a simple answer and that was it but I wanted to talk to them more, and they weren't that cute! =X Idk Maybe I'm just feeling a little sad because of my parents and it's effecting other parts of my life, I don't know. =[ Okay before this goes too long I will end it here.
Yah, I feel like that too sometimes, feel lonely but I am glad that I have a partner. I would be so much more loney if I didn't have her. I would like to have some friends but I have great difficulty getting people to want to hang out with me. I meet them once but they don't seem much interested to continue getting to know me.
Quote from: niamh on November 19, 2010, 11:22:02 AM
Yah, I feel like that too sometimes, feel lonely but I am glad that I have a partner. I would be so much more loney if I didn't have her. I would like to have some friends but I have great difficulty getting people to want to hang out with me. I meet them once but they don't seem much interested to continue getting to know me.
Aww I kinda feel like I have the same problem. I guess we have the opposite problem! Haha I have enough friends (aka my bestie) but not a bf. You have a gf but not enough friends haha. =X You can feel free to message me if you want! :) Or facebook me etc
I will say that even though I am pre-O, the more and more I get into my transition and the more I see myself as female the more I start to notice guys as being cute. It's funny how me and my partner sometimes make mental notes and lists about hotties that we see on TV, and mostly they are guys. I guess it just is that the more I and she sees me as female the more the 'opposite' sex/gender becomes 'mysterious'. :D And I like how being in the company of guys re-enforces my identity as female and I feel so different from them.
Trust me, girls it just isn't being younger. And when you get my age those boys have become men. ::) :P But unfortunately they may have gotten older but they did not get any more mature.
But it would be nice to have a pet one. LOL
I've been there. While I have more of a romantic preference for other girls, I find guys to be incredibly attractive too, and have often thought about what it would be like to have a boyfriend. I'm a little nervous though, since I'm more experienced with relationships with girls, and I'm not really romantically attracted to the personality traits of most of the guys I know (I think I'm attracted more to feminine traits than anything, and most guys are afraid to express their feminine side.). When I think about it, though, when the right person comes into my life I don't think it will matter much to me if they are a boy or a girl. I'm emotionally attracted to personality more than anything, and physically attracted to both sexes, so I can see myself being quite happy with a dating a boy with the right personality.