I didnt really ever think of it as crossdressig but I guess its time to face reality.
I've been kinda looking around to see what exactly the problem is I have. Seems though that I have forgot what started me on cding but I believe it was a sex-Ed video back in the haydays of middleschool, so that is were this all started.
Around the age of 13-14 to the present day, I've tried stop doing it (partially successful) as it is forbidded in my family, I had even gone so far as to join the Army but was discharged for other reasons unrelated to gender-mostly injuries which I havent and will never recover from. I find it difficult to resist wearing lingerie (more about my desires some other time), problem seems to be fit for me, yup I'm another 6'3" tall guy but have very little to-no muscle, cant seem to generate any for some reason even with protein drinks and what not ??? I can lift my own weight but then who cant. I've always had a femine side-and not really affraid to show it, but I dont show it as girly traits, mostly in thought process and emotion and the fact that I prefer girls as company and tend to cling to them more, as opposed to guys as company although my mood and hobbys dictate this sometimes, I mean how many girls do you know that are into guns, cars and R/C airplanes....not many.
I still havent found a woman yet (I'm still a virgin) for a mate so, it kinda leaves me at a disadvantage in some sort, I'm still a guy so I'll chase after a girl any day of the week, but Im usually to busy to think about it or hesitate for some reason, between my hobbies and work I get maybe 1 or 2 days off every 2 years. I do not plan on being TG (whats the difference bewteen that and a CD'er) or having SRS-would be nice if you could have both joys but that wont happen.
I havent ever told anyone about my secret life behind locked doors, although i wear Misses 16T low rise pants and get the phrase "those look kinda tight" and they really arent its just how I like my pants. I have probably 4 weeks worth of panties, from satin bikinis to lace boyshorts and thongs, I have a thing for victorias secret though, so have alot of those kind of things as well. Well theres not much more I can post about in this thread to keep within the bounds of tos.
I spent a few hours last night surfing thru a bunch of the SRS links and terminology links to get a better understanding of some peoples desires; found in the Wiki and Reference Library areas.
Mindy
Welcome to Susan's Mindy.
I hope that the site offers what you are looking for as there is certainly a lot of information to digest here. I'm sure that you will enjoy your stay with us and that you may make some new friends and acquaintances.
Again welcome to Susan's, I'm sure we'll chat later.
Steph
Hello Mindy,
Welcome to Susan's.
I'm glad you found the site. Yes, when out in the world I usually present myself as a male but I wear all female lingerie. Usually the only things male that I wear is a shirt and some male jewlery along with the female jewlery. I have not worn male under wear except a t-shirt in over a year.
I'm glad to meet you.
If your look for friends and or information about gender issues this is the place.
Please read the site rules at:
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Jillieann and JR
Just wanted to say WELCOME Mindy!
-Brady-
Hi Mindy!
That first post is tough, isn't it? The good news is that now that you've begun to talk about it, many of us who are going through similar things can help each other. Thanks for having the courage to post, and thank you for for sharing.
Peace,
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Hi, Mindy, welcome!
This is a great site if you're in need of answers about gender questions. I've been helped many times here. I'm happy you found us and decided to join.
Again WELCOME ! ! :)
helen
Hi Mindy and welcome to Susan's
Thank you for your introduction! I'm sure you will love it here in no time. Please get familiar with all the forums of the site, review the site rules/TOS, and visit the wiki and reference library where there's plenty of valuable information for your reading pleasure.
Take care and enjoy your stay!
tinkerbell :icon_chick:
Hi Melinda.. Cool name!
Ricki