Hello Brothers and Sisters :)
I owe an apology to those of you who I disappeared from without thanking for your advice and concern.
I guess to touch base I told my boyfriend of 3 years my little secret and he was crushed.
I was absolutely broken for how I made him feel and how he had received my unveiling of my gender.
ugh you guys it was a hot mess...
a mutual friend told me that he felt betrayed and was less upset about my gender and more upset about me having lied to him for 3 years. When i had talked to him recently said he would always love me but he can't be with me in this lifetime. He hopes that one day we can be friends, but he doesn't see that happening soon as he feels someone died when I came out to him/
I've gone out my way my whole life to make sure I never hurt anyone
and I destroyed the one person that meant everything to me.
Because of this I tried killing myself and was hospitalized for a couple days and it was terrifying, unforgivable, and very immature, but I had never been that lost in my life.
and In the end I've learned a lot and I'm ready to continue my living.
These situations happen for a reason and even though my heart still feels like it's beating slower,
I can only have faith that this ordeal was just the seeding of something beautiful to come
Thank you all again for your concern.
It meant so much to me
Jocelyn XOX
Jocelyn
Thank you for telling us this. Don't worry about the delay.
I think I can speak for everyone when I say our hearts go out to you. This is a problem that others have faced and sadly, it's one of those situations where you just have to do it and face the consequences.
I am so very sorry about your boyfriend's reaction. I offer you my complete compassion and love at this time.
What I can say, with confidence, is we are here for you. Always.
Thank You Spacial :)
That is so kind of you :)
I agree. It was a pretty terrible situation but I learned a lot
and Even though I lost someone really important I like to think that I gained more of myself if that makes sense lol
xoxox
That has got to hurt so much, but you will find someone else. You're a wonderful person, so hopefully you will find them as soon as you are ready again :) You will come out of this stronger.
I'm so glad you are still with us.