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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: Mr.Rainey on December 20, 2010, 11:59:05 PM

Title: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Mr.Rainey on December 20, 2010, 11:59:05 PM
For the record I am 21. I look kinda like I am 15 so I don't raise any cashier eyebrows. Anyways sometimes I like to buy boy toys (The ones I should have gotten when I was a boy) and I play with em when I feel crappy about having my boyhood mostly stolen. (I have RC cars, beyblades and all that fun ->-bleeped-<-) I guess I had a good childhood but I still feel kinda upset that I didn't do/have a lot of things that normal guys did. IDK I'm eather really odd or just stumbles upon a coping mechanism.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Eve of chaos on December 21, 2010, 12:02:06 AM
not odd at all, I also am 21 and invest in stuffdies and other cute girl toys for the same reason:p
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Tad on December 21, 2010, 12:13:15 AM
Yeah i still browse the toy section and get stuff from time to time. I like RC cars and those finger skateboards and bikes, and yo-yo's and toy cars.. and all sorts of stuff. Oy NERF guns.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: KillBelle on December 21, 2010, 12:53:22 AM
I still play with barbies (i like to buy the asian ones because i like to think i can relate to them more), but i still play with dinosaurs, army men, hot wheels, and transformers. =]
its normal to feel that your childhood has been robbed because you were raised the wrong gender =P
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: PixieBoy on December 21, 2010, 12:59:29 AM
I had dragster toy cars, dinosaurs, a robot dinosaur, loads of LEGO, many stuffed animals (a spider, an ant, a snake, a styratosaurus, a lemur, a bat, a raccoon), and other fun toys. I wasn't robbed of my boyhood, I played with the toys I liked when I was little. What I want is a normal teenaged boyhood, I want the whole teenage boy experience. I'm in my mid-teens and my voice still hasn't broken yet!
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: jmaxley on December 21, 2010, 01:23:47 AM
I never buy toys.  *hides avatar*  I do get legos occasionally, I guess that makes up for the ponies.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Lee on December 21, 2010, 01:46:31 AM
As of today, I am once again the proud owner of a nerf gun. 
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Sharky on December 21, 2010, 02:00:10 AM
I want an RC helicopter. I would buy a nef gun. Nothing to do with reclaiming my childhood. I just think it's fun. However, I have been running in and out of the house like an over grown 10 year old to see the eclipse tonight.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: SnailPace on December 21, 2010, 02:20:18 AM
Heck yes!  I've got this sweet Nerf Great Ax!  It's totally awesome!

I also like to watch cartoons and collect trading cards.  I wonder if I am trying to reclaim my childhood... I wasn't allowed to play with very many cool toys when I was growing up.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: V M on December 21, 2010, 02:28:49 AM
Yeah, your silly...

Not really, I just like to say that

There's all kinds of stuff I'd like to rock with but I think I'm too old  :-\ :P :-\
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: rejennyrated on December 21, 2010, 02:49:57 AM
Well I had more or less the right childhood thanks to my amazing accepting parents but even so I have recently begun re-buying some of my old toys on ebay.

In my case its not because I never had them, but because I am getting old and nostalgic for my schoolgirl days, when I was almost pretty.

I bought a couple of Tressy dolls the other day. My Tressys were like my constant companions all through my early school, and I recently found an old vintage Girls world styling and makeup head. :D

So no, I wouldn't say you are odd at all. Lots of people do the same thing. Ok most of us do it out of nostalgia for the toys we actually had, but anyone looking on will just assume that that is why you are doing it - so absolutely no need to hide it.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: insideontheoutside on December 21, 2010, 02:57:00 AM
Hell yes I buy toys! Besides being cool and fun, toys always keep you tapped into that imaginative, creative energy that all kids have that gets slowly sucked out of them (if they let it) through school and adulthood.

I also make random trips to the playground (I'm lucky enough to live near a park where there's a jungle gym and everything). And no, I'm not some weirdo. I just happen to think that a lot of those things that people discard because "adults" aren't supposed to do them have multiple, positive benefits. I think it's good to have some "recess" time every now and then where you fully let go of adult stress and responsibilities and feel free. Yeah I guess some people can take up racquetball or something, but I personally think the playground is a hell of a lot more fun.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: V M on December 21, 2010, 03:32:12 AM
My step father took all my childhood to the dump... Yes, my childhood was thrown away without permission... To replace it would cost thousands of dollars and still it would not be the same

You only live once... At least I have some fond memories

*Goes to cry alone for a bit*
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: spacial on December 21, 2010, 04:28:04 AM
Quote from: Virginia Marie on December 21, 2010, 03:32:12 AM
My step father took all my childhood to the dump... Yes, my childhood was thrown away without permission... To replace it would cost thousands of dollars and still it would not be the same

You only live once... At least I have some fond memories

*Goes to cry alone for a bit*

That was really quite mean and wrong.

Take care Virginia
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Andy on December 21, 2010, 05:55:57 AM
I always wanted a BB gun when I was a kid and not allowed to have one. So a few weeks ago I trotted down to wallyworld and bought myself a Daisy BB gun like I always wanted. Took it out in the woods a few times and shoot at targets or random things (not animals). I have no desire to kill things, just SHOOT things.

Totally making up for lost boyhood with this one!
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Sean on December 21, 2010, 06:07:18 AM
I am in the coveted 18-35 male marketing demographic!

I don't buy TOYS.

I buy sporting goods, electronics, gadgets, and other items that I clearly NEED. But they are not TOYS.

Hahaha.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Victor on December 21, 2010, 06:16:08 AM
Not really *Looks at his Ironhide figure sitting on the computer tower* I have a Transformer's collection like mad and find RC cars highly amusing, I didn't really get things like those when I was living with my father but when I was with my mother for a few years she let me pick out what I wanted. I'm mostly a tech toys person now, new game systems, computer upgrades, electronics, etc, but I still get some things people call toys sometimes, like those nerf bats, oh me and my roommate have fun with those. Don't know if you count prank supplies as toys or not, they're still great for a laugh though (yes, I'm a prankster, I admit it!)

But yea, there's nothing wrong with getting toys man, ya didn't have the chance to get the types you liked when you were young, plus, well, there's some 'toys' you are never too old for.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Darrin Scott on December 21, 2010, 08:42:40 PM
Never thought my childhood lacked anything in the toy dept. I had plenty of boy toys. My parents were pretty accepting. I don't buy toys now, though...
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: regan on December 21, 2010, 08:45:06 PM
Quote from: Andy on December 21, 2010, 05:55:57 AM
I always wanted a BB gun when I was a kid and not allowed to have one.

You'll shoot your eye out, kid!  :)
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: James42 on December 21, 2010, 09:40:00 PM
Yea I never really missed out in the toy dept either, most of my friends were boys anyways, and whenever I played dolls with my cousin she'd let me be the boy doll while she played the 10 other ones.

I do tend to get hyper at times and play the cute little boy role when I'm out with my mom lol its fitting I guess
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: aranikace on December 21, 2010, 10:08:40 PM
hells yeah. I like to get matchbox and hotweels cars. Ooo, and those little green army men!! lol so yeah, I'm feelin ya
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: GnomeKid on December 21, 2010, 11:49:17 PM
When schools not in session [or not so intense, but this past semester was a dousy] I carry my DS in my pocket.  Half the time it has pokemon in it.

This isn't because my childhood was robbed of masculinity [hell I've got home video of myself pre-3rd grade (it was filmed in a house I only lived in til then) of me getting a hot wheels track and freaking out like the little man I was]  but more so because toys are the ->-bleeped-<-.

I will occasionally buy myself a new hot wheels car to add to my desk.  I love nerf guns and fake weapondry.  The list goes on....

Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: SidESlicker on December 22, 2010, 12:03:09 AM
hahaha, yeah it doesn't sound silly at all. If my budget allowed, I'd be neck deep in legos and those connect-it thingies that look like too much damn fun.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: JosephKT on December 22, 2010, 12:34:04 AM
-Looks over at my collection of action figures, comics and video games and other random things my parents would have frowned upon- nooo~ I'm totally not making up for lost childhood...  I wonder if my random bouts of acting like a pre-teen are from this...  but hey, I would never have been able to buy a deluxe Dante statue as a kid! .... but then again, I guess I'd feel really weird if I may Stormshadow hump Flint at this age.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: FlightyBrood on December 23, 2010, 07:10:04 AM
Toys are the absolute most AWESOME thing ever. no matter how old you are.

Looking around my room, I can see a Digi-Vice toy from Digimon, a Tamagotchi pet, a mech TON of gundams and action figures, and a toy chainsaw, among tons of other things. What is there NOT to love about toys?

Beyblades are totally awesome too. I play a bunch of children's card games too, like Yu-Gi-Oh and even Pokemon!

Tons of guys I know still play with toys and stuff, don't sweat it!
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Lee11 on December 23, 2010, 09:37:36 AM
I was lucky...I was always given 'boy toys' when I was growing up....cowboy suits, guns, action men....now you WOULD THINK my parents would have thought that was a little odd....lol!!!!!!!
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: tekla on December 23, 2010, 09:39:21 AM
The old adage is that the difference between men and boys is the price of their toys.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: spacial on December 23, 2010, 10:26:22 AM
QuoteDoes anyone else do this or am I just silly

Nah, just you.  :laugh:

I collect old screws. I never know when I'm gonna need one just like that, but sadly, when I do, I never have the one I need.

But compared to collecting toy cars, that's totally rational.

I also have a number of really old computers. My oldest was made in 1981. You never know.

Apologies. This looks out of context.

It was directed at Aranikace #20.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Aikotribs on December 23, 2010, 11:25:18 AM
Thaha yeah ,guilty as charged  ;D

Just bought myself one of those miniature RC helicopters, its Awesome ! Same for RC cars but I think that one does has something to do with my childhood. We where kinda poor back then.
I still have to get a skateboard, and I'm planning to get back into model building with old timers.

I will admit that after a serten time my parents got me boy toys because my mother just saw I was really unhappy with all those frigging dolls. A teenhood and a life, now THAT I do consider stolen.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Tad on December 24, 2010, 02:19:13 AM
Price of toys def goes up the older you get. XD. Got over 10grand worth of pedal bikes in my garage. One's worth 9 I think. :) <3 my toys.
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: notyouraverageguy on December 30, 2010, 07:09:08 PM
Im just a big kid too  :)
Title: Re: Does anyone else do this or am I just silly
Post by: Dante on December 31, 2010, 03:23:44 PM
I've never really bought any boy's toys... but I still have my Legos! I really loved playing with those. I think I had a Tech Deck once, too. Never really got a handle on the tricks for it.  :P I guess as a little kid, I loved computer games. I always wanted to watch Beyblade and Yu-Gi-Oh, but my sister always had control of the TV so that never really happened.

But yeah, I completely understand the whole "childhood has been robbed" idea. Except, I'm still a teenager, so I feel like "childhood is still in the process of being robbed".  :-\ That's why I really loved going paintballing with my friends for the first time in November; I feel like I'm making up for the time lost.

You know, I think I gotta go dig up those Legos...