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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Female to male transsexual talk (FTM) => Topic started by: Squirrel698 on February 11, 2011, 08:45:40 AM

Title: Bloody Nose
Post by: Squirrel698 on February 11, 2011, 08:45:40 AM
So during kick boxing yesterday I was punched in the nose.  The guy I was fighting with did it completely intentionally in an effort to teach me to keep my hands up.  I saw stars and my eyes watered and it bleed a little bit.  I just kept going which was difficult because my glasses were all fogged up.  Today it's swollen all up but thankfully I'm not having any trouble breathing. 

Is it strange that I am actually really proud of this?  I'm almost honoured that he punched me so hard.  First off becaused he believe I could take it.  Second because he was showing me that keeping my hands down is a really bad idea.  Sparing is one thing but it's never going to do me any good if we just playfully swat at each other.  I don't think I will ever forget again.  He is not a teacher, but another student only one at a much higher level.  Like someone said on here, guys challenge each other.

I'm glad I was guy enough for him to challenge me.   
Title: Re: Bloody Nose
Post by: FebruaryFalls on February 11, 2011, 10:14:10 AM
nothing wrong with being proud of that! It's always nice to know you're being properly included into something. I don't hold back so I wouldn't want anyone else to either
Title: Re: Bloody Nose
Post by: tvc15 on February 11, 2011, 02:05:14 PM
Excellent! You have every right to be proud. When I was a kid I used to want to spar with my brother, but he would refuse to hit me. :p
Title: Re: Bloody Nose
Post by: Squirrel698 on February 11, 2011, 03:17:00 PM
Ha, awesome!  Thanks!   ;D
Title: Re: Bloody Nose
Post by: Lee on February 11, 2011, 03:31:37 PM
This sounds like a lot of fun and good stress relief.  I need to find somewhere around here that has classes.  When I wanted to do karate as a kid I kept getting the response "But why would you want to learn how to beat people up?"  On the plus side, I think I got that more because my parents are hippies than because I was a "girl."  :laugh:   Anyways, I'm glad you're enjoying it.