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Community Conversation => Transsexual talk => Male to female transsexual talk (MTF) => Topic started by: Jennie on May 03, 2011, 03:35:42 AM

Title: What feeling is this?
Post by: Jennie on May 03, 2011, 03:35:42 AM
Hi everyone, it is very strange the way I am feeling right now, I know I am happy but there are other feeling I have not felt before or have not felt for a long time and I have now forgot how they feel.

So I guess a good question would be-- How did you feel after you got your letter to start HRT?

I got my letter for HRT today and I am happy as I said and there is no bad feelings but it does feel strange, I think that after reading the letter and how the Doctor was telling everything in the letter, it helped me see even more what I truly am, he even refered to me as SHE  :eusa_clap:

I could see my entire life on paper in the words of my Doctor from what I have told him in our sessions, and it was great, it was liberating and more, I always wanted this and I even bought some HRT 2 times before without a doctor but I got scared and threw them away both times, I did not want to do it with out a doctor and be a bad girl :eusa_naughty:

Now at last I will get to start my puberty :icon_joy:
And I will have taken another step in the travels on my road to ME :icon_yes:

I never new how much I suppressed myself and I never new how brainwashed I was as a man so I could make it in life.
Now I am sure I will clean up my brain and untrain the manly things and let the girly things out.
And if anyone wants to come up to me and give me some negitivity this is what they will get :icon_bat:
I did not take years of martial arts for nothing and my older brother has a new found little sister to protect, he is big and strong too :icon_boxing:

Well I will stop ranting for now or what ever it is I am doing and I will enjoy the fact that I will soon be getting the antidote to the poision I have been taking for so long and then I will start to be me :icon_chick:
Aloha nui loa

Jennie
Title: Re: What feeling is this?
Post by: Cindy on May 03, 2011, 03:44:38 AM
That is great news Jennie,

Aloha and enjoy

Cindy
Title: Re: What feeling is this?
Post by: V M on May 03, 2011, 04:58:23 AM
Aloha and congrats Jennie  :)

Hugs

- Virginia
Title: Re: What feeling is this?
Post by: Janet_Girl on May 03, 2011, 09:59:12 AM
Welcome to the top of the roller coaster called "HRT".  It is all down hill from here.  >:-)
Title: Re: What feeling is this?
Post by: Lee on May 03, 2011, 10:16:30 AM
Congrats on the letter  :)

I just wanted to say that the title of this thread reminded me of this:
WICKED- loathing (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZQVSxXTCjg#)
Title: Re: What feeling is this?
Post by: MarinaM on May 03, 2011, 12:07:36 PM
I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, Wicked!!!


Jennie, that feeling is happiness!

- Em
Title: Re: What feeling is this?
Post by: Sarah B on May 03, 2011, 01:46:52 PM
Hi Jennie

Welcome to peace and contentment.  Before I took my tablets I was constantly thinking about my problems and when I took my hormones I just got on with living, I was in a sense thinking a lot more clearly and as I tackled each problem I was become more at peace with myself.  Enjoy the feeling.

Warm regards
Sarah B