No idea what to do or say. Hmmm well I been looking for sites like support groups or anything where I can be myself (Other than Facebook) I do hope feel "at home" Here :3 I MAY post how school (YEs I am still in school but next year I am a senior ) is or how my ->-bleeped-<- life is going. I guess that is the point of this huh. Um here would be a great question. Well I am a FTM, the only person who knows is my mum and my counsolor. Oh and my Gym teachers so I don't have to go in the girl's locker room. I am afraid to tell my judgmental big brother and my father is who knows where. My school have known me for 2 years and known me as a girl.... I do not know how to just tell teachers and students "I am not a girl. Im a dude" It would be awkward also they already do not like me and make rumors about me because I use to dress very gothic. I do have some friends (All female somehow) that believe me when I say I am nice not evil. I do feel threaten sometimes, meaning I think I will be picked on or hurt if I come out. I want to go to a different school my last year, but i am unsure. Most importantly, I want to know how good I am passing ( I know I am not) from a scale of 1-5 1 meaning TOO feminine to 5 meaning young looking dude. 3 meaning questinable which I do not mind. I reeeeeeeeeally do not want to cut my hair. Im trying to lose weight and gain muscle to help. Here is my facebook to see my photos http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.104353396301519.6318.100001805778064 (http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.104353396301519.6318.100001805778064) (There old and my hair i semi-longer and Im a bit thinner) I think my face is just a dead give away that Im biologically what I wish not to be :-\
And these are more, this is when I have a binder on (Not the best one) and I have a packer but I only where is when I am very self conscious http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.133021850101340.23540.100001805778064 (http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.133021850101340.23540.100001805778064)
Hi Alex, welcome to Susans! You should be able to find what you're looking for here. See you around, hugs, Tracey
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