I get upset every day that I have trouble plucking some of the dark hairs on my face, the ones that lay just below the surface that no matter how many times you try to grab hold, even though it looks like you should be able to, the tweezers just can't, gotta wait a few more hours for them to grow out more. I look at my face in dismay, thinking I look absolutely terrible, that I look like a guy. My mom tells me that its not as bad as I think, that I'm only noticing it so welll because it bothers me so much to begin with. But the thing is is that it is noticable especially since I have such pale skin, especially in a well lit place, sure there are plenty of woman out there that have facial hair problems, some don't even bother to try to get rid of it, and some of them still look gorgeous, so why should I let it bother me, but it does because I'm not a woman physically, and take mustache or chin hairs, couple that with protruding adams apple, one like me would think it'd be dead give away that I'm a guy dressed as a girl, but because of my demeanor, how I act, as well as my voice, even if anyone notices the random few black stubbles on my face apparently it does throw them off, they still address me with female pronouns. Maybe I'm just lucky, so far. Still, absolutely hate the facial hair, and one would think, after having plucked them for over a decade, every day or other day, they'd get the hint, don't grow back again, you're not wanted.
