Well hello! This is a very long time coming for me, after years of not understanding myself, and then years of denial I'm finally at a point where I accept I am transgender. I've always felt better in girls/woman's clothing since the first time I tried on one of my sisters dresses as a young child. I unfortunately never understood what I was actually experiencing every time I secretly wore a dress or a skirt. I have spent the last 25 years compensating to hide my feelings. I'm the stereotype, I drive a big truck, I have the tough guy job, but I come home shower shave and put on a nice outfit and have a glass of wine and I finally feel comfortable.
After years of denying it I'm meeting with an endocrinologist next week to get started with hrt. The clinic works on an informed consent model and the dr sounds amazing. I'm so excited I can hardly concentrate on daily life. I think it will be a while before I can go full time, I'd like to have some of the effects of the hrt take place, and I have not figured out voice changes yet. I can't wait for the next stage of my journey and it would be nice to have a place to share my journey. I look forward to meeting all of you!
Sami