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Hello I am Monica Scott. My birth name is Christopher. I was three helping put laundry away. As I grabbed a pair of my step mothers panties I had this almost electric sensation and in my mind I thought. I should be a girl. I hated my male parts. They felt gross and wrong. I was groomed at the age of three by a babysitter my drug addicted drunk and violent reaction at the site of me. The only kindness anyone had shown me was this male. I came out to three girls in grade and they loved it. They all passed down their old clothes. Life has tried to take my life many times. I beg for death and then I remember I'm trans and I feel warm and calm. I really need friends and support. I would love to make friends with all of you.
