OMG how to handle that now?

[AbraCadabra]

3 days before my departure for my GRS I had a brain-haematoma (fluid on the brain).
Needed 2 emergency ops.
7 days and US$ 20'000 later (no medical aid) I'm alive and close to normal after paralysis and what not. Gosh!
Now my GRS got washed down the river (for now?!).
Even if I'd find that kind of money once again it be yet another year before GRS back any agenda.
Then I be 66!!

Has any one dealt with such a thing? From GRS just 5 days away, to being slap bang back to non-op, pre-op at best?

I'm still too shell-shocked to put it all into place. Had some major GID-attacks post brain ops just wringing my heart and soul out, as bad as it was pre RLE and HRT.
All out of tears right now... any one with an idea better then put me on PROZAC?
Axelle

[LordKAT]

Hugs dear lady. I don't know how I would deal with that situation. It really sucks. I'm glad you are still around and wish I had some help for you.

[heatherrose]

I am glad that you are still alive to be posting. 
I can imagine how devistated you must feel but.....
at least you have tomorrow, to start again.
I had a slightly similar experience when a urologist let her alligator mouth
over-extend her hummingbird butt, when it came to my orchiectomy.
Hang in there Sis, $#!+ happens.

[AbraCadabra]

Thank you for caring,
at least found my tears again.
Tears of gratitude.
Love,
Axelle

[heatherrose]

Thank you for caring,

Just another fine service
provided direct to you
absolutely free of charge.

[justmeinoz]

Thank goodness you are still with us, that's the main thing.

Big hug, sis.

Karen.

[spacial]

Axelle.

I can't begin to express my sympathies and support to you.

You've come this far, only to discover that there's another stop to go yet. But it's coming. You still look really great.