Quote from: tomthom on February 28, 2013, 09:10:17 PM
are you sure they didn't give you cocaine instead of estrogen? hahahaha, glad to hear it's working for you though.
Ahahahah!!!
Yes it is awesome. And now that I think about it sometimes it does feel like the excitement from being properly gendered is similar to cocaine.
I recently went full time and a few weeks later I very suddenly started getting maam'ed and miss'ed everywhere. I can feel my inner self glow every time it happens. It's one of those feelings that words cannot do justice, at all. My therapist was dead on, she predicted it. I didn't believe her at the time, but I think that just made it all that much more exciting when it actually did start happening.
Most of the time I feel like all that goodness is not about passing flawlessly (I'm sure it doesn't hurt, though!). More so it's about knowing who you are, being comfortable with yourself, and experiencing other people reflecting the real you back to yourself in a respectful and understanding way.
Being transgender is a beautiful thing. Sometimes I get so happy about being able to experience these emotionally profound scenarios that I actually feel sorry for CIS folk because they probably won't ever experience "gender euphoria".