URINATING THE FIRST DAY AS A WOMAN
So the nurses finally removed the urine catheter after almost 2 weeks
Dunno why they took so long to remove mine cos on the paper they said they remove it 3rd day in hotel. The nurse for some reason is using real candles instead of plastic dilators to dilate me and I insisted and told her use the plastic dilator cos I got to go in 5 days and she needs to teach me already as I'm afraid not to be able to do it when I'm alone specially they don't come on Sunday. She said the day before final day wtf. So when I was left alone I struggled using the real plastic dilator and I finally managed to. Youpie!!! In fact I misunderstood the dilation chart in the beginning thinking we needed to dilate 9 times a day when its in fact 3 but need to keep changing the size each time during the 3 sessions, well that's the week 4 anyways.
PEEING AS A WOMAN
OMG so yeah they finally removed the urine catheter today. I think in all this SRS I had it was the most painful thing. Same feeling as when they remove that LONG cloth from your nose after a rhinoplasty. But anyways I felt so relieved that finally all those things were finally gone off me. I feel so better and FREE now. I can walk better and even walked outside the hotel in the nice garden a bit.
So yeah then came the time where I started feel like urinating. I got so scared the first time if my peehole would pain or what heck feeling will I get. By the end it was bareable BUT HELL I THOUGHT IT WOULD COME OUT AS A STRAIGHT LINE LIKE GG BUT SPURTED OUT SPREADING ALL OVER MY ANUS BUMS, WET MY ENTIRE VAGINA. THIS WAS SO DISGUSTING THAT I HAD TO GO RINSE MYSELF UNDER THE SHOWER. I'm not used to have so much urine spread on me like this. Now the hell is every time I need to go urinate I need to go shower and rince down too but what if I'm in a public toilet PFFFT! Is it just me or what? HOw others do=
