I tried some new nail polish (well, old yet new). color == Black Tie. Not truly black the colors shift with the light, black, gray, blue, violet, very cool. To fit a scheme I put on my black boots, black tights, dark-toned short'ish skirt, black top. I also wore my yin-yang choker (braided with wooden pieces) and a jeweled black bracelet that fit over my long sleeves. I matched with some darker make-up and darker red lipstick.
Well, I thought I looked really good, I felt good, wandered at work to varying degrees of 'you look nice' to 'wow, you're killin' it!' Asking me if I was going out because the outfit was wasted at work. So, yeah, I felt really good ... except ..........................
.................. Lori's face when I left, the distancing, watery eyes .. yep, she only saw 'her' as well and it hit her, hard - he is not there. It hounded me all day. Despite my 'feel good' I had a dark cloud. By the time I got home I went straight to the bathroom and removed my face - crying the whole time because I could see her literally disappearing before my eyes. Everything came off and on went the blue jean and button up shirt. I tied my hair back as far as I could, liberally applying mousse to tame it flat.
I'm keeping it all choked in for the most part.
yeah, that's my day.
