I ought to start out saying I'm nonbinary and AFAB and that I consider myself transmasculine. I'm sort of flirting with calling myself demiboy and seeing how that feels, but the point is, traditionally feminine things weren't my speed when I was a kid, and that hasn't much changed. I've become more comfortable with the feminine aspects of my personality over time, but as I said, traditionally feminine things are mostly just meh to me. I don't hate them, but I'm pretty bored with them.
Sailor Moon was different, although I honestly thought the romance type aspects of it were boring as heck. But I liked the mythology of it. That, to me, was what made it fascinating when I was a kid.
I liked the original anime, but I liked the manga better. (I haven't seen the new series; I'm going to, just for nostalgia, if nothing else, but I haven't gotten there yet.) The only access I had to watching it back then was the dub, and I guess it wouldn't have been so bad but like... okay, so, I'm autistic and Sailor Moon was a special interest for several years. And I did extensive research on it. Like, thesis prep research, that extensive.
And I figured out, obvs, that Haruka and Michiru were together and that they sort of had a polyamorous thing with Setsuna in the manga while they were raising Hotaru. And they had a similar dynamic in the original anime. And I just got so pissed off with the dub because, okay, first I knew they had been slicing and dicing the anime a bunch to begin with, cutting things out, etc. That was disappointing, but I was like, okay, they cut it down for airtime. Fine.
Then they finally announced they were going to continue dubbing the episodes and showing them on Toonami and whatnot and I got all excited because, finally, I was gonna see the outer soldiers. And then they made Haruka into Amara and Michiru into Michelle and called them cousins. Cousins, honestly, and I tried to like it, but I just couldn't.
I was already getting bullied a load at school because of my weight, hair, glasses, and of course my love of Sailor Moon, which was well known. So I felt weird about it and kind of ashamed but it was like, at the time, that was all I really had and I wasn't about to give it up just because I was embarrassed of liking something girly and untrendy.
I didn't know that trans was a thing, and I didn't really have a sense of myself as being any sexual orientation. (I was about 10/11 when I fell out of love with the dubbed anime. I barely knew where babies came from, and didn't much care to find out.) But I knew that it was super important to me that this kind of story was available, and when they gutted it the way they did, idk, it was disappointing.
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