Day one hormones :)

[MissKairi]

First thing to note.
Likely a placebo not the pills but...

That annoying, nagging, sometimes screaming background voice that insisted things were wrong...has gone.
Just plain gone.
In my head all I hear is silence.
It's a little weird if i am honest

Hannah.Emma - I'm happy the injections work better for you
I shake so hard at needles I think that's out of the question for me

Alyssa - goodness me I hope so with the sweat haha it's so warm here its been acrid.
I wonder about the photos, I'm thinking it might make a nice YouTube slideshow or something.
But I will keep in mind what you have said

[seth.james]

Congratulations Kairi! Looking forward to my first day soon, as well, and would like to do this, too.

Will be checking in to see how you're doing. Happy for you!

[LizK]

First thing to note.
Likely a placebo not the pills but...

That annoying, nagging, sometimes screaming background voice that insisted things were wrong...has gone.
Just plain gone.
In my head all I hear is silence.
It's a little weird if i am honest

Who cares why it worked  , but isn't it such a nice surprise, it's great that you have had    such a great positive result...For me there was also a certain amount of relief from knowing the HRT would help.

[loes]

Hi,

Congratulations.
I'll start somewhere next week and my set-up for picture-everday is ready. :p
I'll follow how you are doing carefully 

Cheers,
loes

[Dan]

First thing to note.
Likely a placebo not the pills but...

That annoying, nagging, sometimes screaming background voice that insisted things were wrong...has gone.
Just plain gone.
In my head all I hear is silence.
It's a little weird if i am honest
....

I felt the same in the first few days. A calmness descended, and it's still there but it's now becoming part of that new normal.  I'm a bit surprised by that feeling myself. Is it placebo effect? Maybe. Doesn't matter, everything suddenly feels so much better.  I reckon that hormones do have a lot to do with it.

Enjoy the serenity and all the new discoveries that still await us.

Lets think strong positive thoughts about our bodies responding quickly to the 'mones. They can. They will. They are!

[MissKairi]

Well first things first. I'll update this once a week on Mondays.

So its Monday

It's been 80 hours since I started. The initial euphoria of being 'fixed' has dissipated and I am back to my normal (previous) self pre-E.
Guess that's the placebo effect over and done with.
I don't feel any different and all the previous effects of manhood are still here and in effect.
I keep telling myself its been 80 hours, I've watched tv series longer than that.

It's not an on/off switch I know.
Have to keep going.

Peace all