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Re: What made you happy today? For mtF members only, please. 3.0

Started by Denise, September 18, 2017, 09:25:20 PM

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Faith

Quote from: Roll on December 11, 2017, 10:51:11 AM
Gonna be honest, not looking forward to having to use purses. I don't like carrying things. ;D

Anywho, what made me happy today... So as Monday came I received my order confirmation on HRT meds. That alone is good, but obviously just another tiny little step and not really worth a mention on its own. What is worth a mention however is that for whatever reason, it triggered a moment of pure clarity, and I thought "this is really happening". And my reaction? Unadulterated joy. Any doubts that had been building up over the past month just washed away, and I have this incredible, warm feeling all over my body that isn't going away (nor do I want it to of course :D).

woohoo, good for you. I can't wait. 1st step DR. appt coming up Thursday. I don't expect any prescriptions but anything that gets me one step closer is a plus.

purse, Get a smaller one with a shoulder strap. I've been carrying a wallet and phone around forever (I hate a wallet in my pocket). I recently got a clutch that is big enough for my phone, several zipper pockets for goodies, and a shoulder strap. I'm set.
I left the door open, only a few came through. such is my life.
Bluesky:@faithnd.bsky.social

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KathyLauren

Quote from: Roll on December 11, 2017, 10:51:11 AMAnd my reaction? Unadulterated joy. Any doubts that had been building up over the past month just washed away, and I have this incredible, warm feeling all over my body that isn't going away (nor do I want it to of course :D).
Yay!!  Ain't it great?  Enjoy the feeling.  ;D

For purses, I only use over-the-shoulder types.  They are so convenient, I don't know why I didn't start using one years ago.  (Well, okay, I do: it would have spoiled the illusion of being male that I was trying to project.)  I have everything right there, and it's hands-free.
2015-07-04 Awakening; 2015-11-15 Out to self; 2016-06-22 Out to wife; 2016-10-27 First time presenting in public; 2017-01-20 Started HRT!!; 2017-04-20 Out publicly; 2017-07-10 Legal name change; 2019-02-15 Approval for GRS; 2019-08-02 Official gender change; 2020-03-11 GRS; 2020-09-17 New birth certificate
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steph2.0

Quote from: KathyLauren on December 11, 2017, 11:23:15 AM
Yay!!  Ain't it great?  Enjoy the feeling.  ;D

For purses, I only use over-the-shoulder types.  They are so convenient, I don't know why I didn't start using one years ago.  (Well, okay, I do: it would have spoiled the illusion of being male that I was trying to project.)  I have everything right there, and it's hands-free.

Purses are so dang handy! Of course, since women's clothes have tiny pockets or none at all, they're pretty much required. For years I carried a green Eagle Creek shoulder bag I jokingly called my "power purse" since as a cover I'd carry my tablet, camera, etc in it. But I think we all know what I was doing.

Congrats on the HRT anticipation! I remember it well. And wait until you hold that first dose in your hand. It's a powerful moment!

Steph


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Sarah_P

Quote from: Roll on December 11, 2017, 10:51:11 AM
Gonna be honest, not looking forward to having to use purses. I don't like carrying things. ;D

Anywho, what made me happy today... So as Monday came I received my order confirmation on HRT meds. That alone is good, but obviously just another tiny little step and not really worth a mention on its own. What is worth a mention however is that for whatever reason, it triggered a moment of pure clarity, and I thought "this is really happening". And my reaction? Unadulterated joy. Any doubts that had been building up over the past month just washed away, and I have this incredible, warm feeling all over my body that isn't going away (nor do I want it to of course :D).

Only being part-time, I've come to seriously miss having a purse when I'm pretending to be male. 'Do you have _____?' Yeah, in my purse at home....  :-\

I was SOOOO excited on the drive home from the Doctor with my 2 sheets of paper that might as well have been printed on solid gold. Then I had to wait until the next morning to actually start them!
--Sarah P

There's a world out there, just waiting
If you only let go what's inside
Live every moment, give it your all, enjoy the ride
- Stan Bush, The Journey



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davina61

Went shopping and got a lovely smile from a lady as she walked towards me , oh yes and stuck my first patch on tonight
a long time coming (out) HRT 12 2017
GRS 2021 5th Nov

Jill of all trades mistress of non
Know a bit about everything but not enough to be clever
  • skype:davina61?call
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Phoenix1742

I had a mixed experience the other day:

I had an appointment with my therapist, and went as Sarah (as I have been doing regularly). I knew I also needed to hit they pet store while I was out, so decided to go there before I de-Sarah'd to go back to work. The trip was completely uneventful, but after I paid, the cashier said "have a good day, ma'am".

At first I was all [emoji2] because I wasn't misgendered, but then I was all [emoji35], because I'm not old enough to be ma'am!!! 🤣

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Laurie

   Great !! And so it really begins. Please return you seats to the full upright position and fasten your seat belts  and prepare for take-off.
  Enjoy the ride Davina, dear.

((Hugs)),
  Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Maddie86

I was playing around with some makeup today and I came up with a good night look for me! Kat Von D's nahz fur atoo (semi dark red) lipstick and Too Faced's "I want it All" eyeshadow, which is a lighter metallic brown. Maybe I'll take some pics soon :)
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Megan.

Quote from: davina61 on December 11, 2017, 12:33:11 PM
Went shopping and got a lovely smile from a lady as she walked towards me , oh yes and stuck my first patch on tonight
Patches away! enjoy the ride honey. X

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Laurie

Phoenix,

  I wouldn't let the "ma'am" bother me at all as I view it as respectful politeness. I'll take all of them that I can get. I do know there are those like you who take it as a  response for older women but I chose to look at it as just being polite. I sure would let it ruin my enjoyment of being gendered correctly. I hope you won't either.

Hugs,
   Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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steph2.0

Quote from: Phoenix1742 on December 11, 2017, 12:38:02 PMAt first I was all [emoji2] because I wasn't misgendered, but then I was all [emoji35], because I'm not old enough to be ma'am!!!

Much better than my recent experience. Walking through the mall a worker jumped out from her kiosk with a sample of moisturizer.

"Excuse me ma'am, would you like a free sample?"

"Why yes, thank you."

"Oh, and can I demonstrate our new anti-wrinkle cream?"

"AAARGGGH!"

59 year old Steph


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Faith

wrinkles .. arrghh .. the main reason that my profile pic is not really me .....
I left the door open, only a few came through. such is my life.
Bluesky:@faithnd.bsky.social

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davina61

a long time coming (out) HRT 12 2017
GRS 2021 5th Nov

Jill of all trades mistress of non
Know a bit about everything but not enough to be clever
  • skype:davina61?call
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Sarah_P

Just had a really good phone interview with a library, for doing the same job I'm doing now for way more pay. Fingers crossed I get it!!!
Also, my mom just passed her last class for her nursing degree (at 64)!
--Sarah P

There's a world out there, just waiting
If you only let go what's inside
Live every moment, give it your all, enjoy the ride
- Stan Bush, The Journey



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steph2.0

Official name change court order received today. I am now officially Stephanie Rhapsody Bensinger.

(Sorry for the cross-posting, mods. I'm just bursting with the news.)


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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davina61

a long time coming (out) HRT 12 2017
GRS 2021 5th Nov

Jill of all trades mistress of non
Know a bit about everything but not enough to be clever
  • skype:davina61?call
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bobbisue

     I just love this thread it give me a reason to smile today I have one to add
   I went to vote and the lady looked at my registration card and said this is wrong it says [male name] I haven't quit smiling yet

    bobbisue :)
[ gotta be me everyone else is taken ]
started HRT june 16 2017              
Out to all my family Oct 21 2017 no rejections
Fulltime Dec 9 2017 ahead of schedule
First pass Dec 11 2017
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steph2.0

Quote from: Faith on December 11, 2017, 01:08:25 PM
wrinkles .. arrghh .. the main reason that my profile pic is not really me .....

"Wrinkles should merely indicate where the smiles have been"
- Mark Twain

"Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul."
- Samuel Ullman

"With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come."
- William Shakespeare

They're badges of honor, Faith.

Steph


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Becca Kay

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Anne Blake

I got my new drivers license with my name on it today. The woman behind the counter is a friend and mentor, after I received the license she came around the counter for an extended hug; we both left crying....the great kind of tears.

Tia Anne
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