Its been years since after a surgery, now that I'm grown up looking back, my treating doctors won't release medical records about what type of surgery was done to me? Moments before my high school graduation, I obtained copies of medical records wither the records were related to only the injuries in school, or were some of the documents from childhood? Some typing in the records appeared to been smudged, other records appeared as if someone had intentionally, used white out, so that I couldn't read what was typed down. Other records were blacken out, useless to me. The were times when I had doctor's appointments, whenever I brought up the topic intersex, they quickly changed the conversation to talk about something else. My sister suggested, that I should give up on getting my records.