Quote from: NatalieRene on January 06, 2019, 03:12:27 AM
Ok but I was talking about Roberta's man card getting cut up despite presenting as a guy for her wife.
To be able to pass both ways and not one or the other would require being androgynous. However to be too far in the middle would simply confuse people and their reactions would probably be telling as to if they read you or not. I suspect since it doesn't sound like this is happening you look more female then you think. Maybe not enough to be read as female yet but the time could be soon when you too will get read as a woman even when it would have benefited you to be read as male.
I am pretty sure that the day will come, which calls for the end of my "man roll play". I do it less and less now already, because it is more and more work to be male looking (hair, fingernails, makeup, hiding the girls which seem to have a growth spurt currently). But the interesting thing is that being male or being female, will not cause any dysphoria for me. I seem to be able to really care less, which set of sex characteristics I have (or display), and I still have to make the decission every morning, what I would like to be during the upcoming day. I still seem not to have any clear gender identity, and am floating around more or less in a gender free vacuum.
It might sound interesting to be that way, but it is not really fun, but that it is how it was most of my life (or at least for the last wo decades, because society cannot pressure me into being a certain gender anymore).
And you are right, I am starting to confuse people a lot now. My friends hate it when they see me as a male instead of a female, and I get scolded about it, which I do not like a lot. This is the reason that I present about 99.5% of my time as a female, and only go as a male when it is of advantage to me. But I still have to make this decision every morning new, because I really don't know what gender I am!