Dear Danielle Thank you for sharing this very personal update. I know how much you have tried over the last couple of years that I have known you and in your personal posts that it has taken real inner strength for you to keep the door open after so many years of distance and hurt from your parents. Especially when past efforts from you have been met with silence and rejection rather than understanding coming from them. Going back to the place where you grew up carries a lot of history and emotion and doing so while your parents are facing serious health issues adds even more weight upon your shoulders.
I hope your travels are safe and enjoyable and as smooth as possible, both by air and road. More than that, I hope this visit brings you moments of calm and perhaps small signs of connection, even if they are not expressed in the ways you might hope for. Perhaps just being present matters more than words.
Your parents are clearly very important to you and your willingness to continue showing care and respect despite past rejection speaks volumes about your, inner strength and character. I will keep you, your mother and especially your father in my thoughts and prayers, with the hope that this time together is more meaningful for all of you.
Please take care of yourself during this trip. Many here understand how emotionally demanding these visits can be and we will be thinking of you. I'm looking forward to any updates you feel comfortable in sharing with us and when you are able to.
Wishing you all the peace and strength that you deserve, from some upside down bat down under.
With Best Wishes Always With Love, Hugz and CareSarah B@Northern Star Girl
