Thank you so much, Susan and Danielle! I really appreciate your kind words and concern for me on my journey to figuring this all out. After being on HRT with normal lab results for such a long time, this is quite puzzling and a true mystery, so thank you both so very much. (And a future thank you to anyone else who replies!)
(Being so new to the forum here, I'm not sure if it's possible to "tag" the both of you so that you can also see this additional post, but here's hoping you do!)
Honestly, the most important reason I am posting all of this is to gain as much insight and comprehension as possible in order to prepare a list of questions and thoughts to present to my doctor during my upcoming appointment.
I
really wish I could afford to see a different endocrinologist, but as I mentioned in my initial post, the lack of health insurance and a source of income present many financial barriers (I pay my current doctor a monthly out-of-pocket fee — sort of like having a lawyer on retainer — that's the best way I can describe it, haha; I'm sure I'm not alone here and others can relate to this and also to the financial struggles, lack of insurance, etc.). It's rough!
I should have definitely included this in my initial post, but I just thought to add it since it may be useful to see a detailed list of every single vitamin/supplement I take daily, in addition to my hormone regimen, just in case I may be overdoing it with certain things, which could consequently be interfering with the efficacy of my hormones. So, here is that list:
Hormones:- Bicalutamide (50 mg, 1x/day)
- Estradiol (4 mg = 2 mg, 2x/day)
Daily Vitamins/Supplements:- Multivitamin (Women's Daily)
- Vitamin C (1000 mg)
- Vitamin D3 (50 mcg)
- Aspirin (81 mg, low dose — to prevent blood clotting from hormones — I've been taking this since I began hormones)
- Zyrtec/Claritin (I switch between the two every 6 months for optimal efficacy with seasonal allergies)
- Super B-Complex (this particular one contains a lot and may be something I should stop taking — here's what it includes): B6 (2mg), B12 (15 mcg), thiamin (100 mg), riboflavin (20 mg), niacin (25 mg), folic acid (400 mg), biotin (30 mcg), and pantothenic acid (aka B5) (5.5 mg)
Please let me know if any of this seems like "too much" or if it could be a potentially interfering factor here. The "Super B-Complex" is something I added a couple years back and am now realizing I did not inform my doctor about it since I thought, "Hey, it's just more 'vitamins.' What's the harm?" (I didn't think it would matter, but hey, it actually might, so perhaps cutting it out entirely may be for the best since some of it is already in the multivitamin I take daily. Also, I am a very tiny woman, due entirely to genetics, so I'm 5'9", 105-110 lbs (the same height and weight I was at 15 and now here I am, about to turn 40!) I have tried everything to gain weight, but like everything else, I have had to learn how to simply love the body I'm in.
Really, any and all insights and thoughts are welcome. Please don't hesitate to offer your thoughts. And again, thank you so much to the kind individuals who have responded thus far and to those who hopefully continue to respond! Your thoughts and ideas are so helpful to me and will aid me in making that "list" of things I intend to discuss with my doctor. I really wish I could afford to see an additional endocrinologist on top of my current doctor, but the out-of-pocket cost for them is so massively prohibitive that I'd really like to see what I can do here with my current doctor. Thanks again to all ... your thoughts and ideas mean the world to me!
P.S. I live in Cincinnati, Ohio (and I do not mind that people know this, haha), so any and all (ideally free or low-cost) resources you may know of in my area/state that could be available to me would be invaluable and I'd love to hear about them! Living in the Midwest can sometimes make things more difficult, especially in a red state, but I seem to live life just fine (I just prefer to blend in at this point, as opposed to standing out like crazy the way I did when I first came out and burned the closet down, haha
... you know, aside from the hormone issues as of late. And really, I feel 100% okay with my body and mind in terms of everything I take med- and vitamin-wise, hence the total confusion in terms of my lab results. I surely don't feel like I have
that much T flowing through my system. Oof. Get it out of there!
And, as Susan pointed out, I will make absolutely sure that the next labwork I have done is at a point where my hormones are "in balance" in order to avoid the potential high E levels that may stem from doing them shortly after taking my daily regimen. (I just so happened to read this in another post on here re: high E levels from self-injection, so having it repeated has now fully ingrained it in my memory!)
Once again, huge apologies for the essay! This is me:
*facepalm* lol. I just want to provide as much in-depth information as possible about myself so as to introduce you all to me and to bring as many potential options and talking points to my doctor at my next appt. You are all wonderful and I truly appreciate any and all insights, suggestions, possibilities, etc.
No idea or thought is too crazy or "out there"! I welcome everything with open arms since this is just so out of the ordinary for me and your thought/idea could very well be the thing that turns the tide!
(Of course, I will discuss all possible talking points with my doctor before taking any action on my own — I certainly know better than that!) Thanks again in advance and much love to all of you! <3