I'm 6ft, #190, 48yrs old, separated, size 16/18, hetero tv poetress from Missouri! TV = Tranvestite! I'm a hetero man with a nice, femm side. I started dressing in women's clothes at very young age...6-7 years old. I had a normal good childhood. I was not abused. I was raised on a farm. I'm an Eagle Scout!
I spent many years in denial about my tvness. I had a DEEP secret that NO ONE knew about. It was very lonely. I would build a small stash of women's clothes...then feel bad about it and purge (throw them all away).
In my twenties I was happily married, a rowdy cowboy and a hard worker...I did not want my femm desires. But, I had them, even if I accepted them or not. Internally I went through much misery. I was married for 17 years and told her about my tvness 10 into marriage... kinda freaked her out...She was tolerant, but not into it. She learned what I always knew...'you never know about another'.
We talked a lot to try to figure out the why of my tvness ?We tried to overcome our different desires and lived together 7 more years, then we seperated. It was a sad gig, she is a great woman and a great mother for our children. But my tv desires grew with my age. Now, we are best friends and I will always love her.
I'm a happy person now, I accept my tvness, fact is...I'm proud to be a tv! It has made me more tolerant of others and given me insight about women.
I believe that we don't choose our "desires" but we DO chose our path. Its just been in the last few years that I have accepted my femm-side and it's such a relief! I'm just a country tvgirl! I'm both handsome and pretty, it just depends on my mood. To feel pretty is to be pretty !! And 'pretty' could be 'handsome' 'confidant" or 'whatever'.
I now live with a lovely young blonde woman who is into both sides of me and I am very happy!
Helen Keller said "life with no adventure...is no life at all!" Believe me...a tv's life is full of adventure!
