OH GREAT EMMA,
I haven't been here long so I've concentrated on new posts.
I've just cherry picked some of your posts and here's another transgender woman who has been through what I'm currently looking at and where I'm heading.
I'm trying to deny what I am because this can't happen to me.
I know I'm not cis. I so wanted to be a cd. I wanted to be enbee.
But I'm not.
I don't hate being trans, it's just society and how my wife will be judged.
I'm trying to adjust my appearance a bit at a time.
I always get called sir (I'm ok with that for now) but my wife told me women will notice. Yes, she was right.
I don't get stared at, the just stand to the side of me and judge me head to toe.
For now I'm going to go back to the start of your story and catch up.
My wife already knows how much time I'm spending at Susan's.
Moderator edit: Removed profanity